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Veneration of the Dark Godis is Veneration of the Whole Wombn. Our Power is in Darkness, but first wo-men have to leave our patriarchal conditioning behind - leave the father's house and his rules! Embrace the Way of the Womb!
Recently I was speaking with a young woman about her orgasms and her state of emotion. She shared with me how she had been diagnosed with depression and ADHD, how Peri-Menopausal Symptoms (PMS) was terrible for her and how she felt that she needed a man in her life to protect, save and hold her. She had been abandoned by the men in her past and had gained an ill understanding of her own heart and soul. Disconnected from her pussy and from her true self she exhibited self-hatred and shame, she felt embarrassed and lacked confidence, yet tried to hide all of this under a bubbly, loud personality with a beaming smile and flashy sex drive. Practically throwing herself at men, begging for their attention so she could survive one more day and pretend that for that moment she had love in her life. The Importance Of Gourmet OrgasmsAs I sat there listening to her story, watching the emotions cross over her face I could feel her pain, I found myself wanting to just embrace her and tell her that everything would be okay, but that was the protective mama bear in me. Instead I chose to be honest and share the facts, “Sounds like you need to be properly f-ked my dear,” is what I responded. Orgasm Is Mandatory For A Woman To Live an Abundant, Happy & Healthy LifeHere is the problem: this world is suffering from the majority of women not having real orgasms, shit most women don’t even have orgasms at all, they fake them, they hide out in their minds and they grow bitter toward life. Those who do have an orgasm normally rely on a clitorial quick fix or tighten their bodies up so much during an orgasm that it is short lived and never fills their whole being; body, heart and soul. They lack the orgasmic rapture that they need. Orgasm is mandatory for a woman to live an abundant, happy, healthy, full life. And not just any old orgasm will do this. The deeper, more penetrating an orgasm, the more life and creative energy, love and surrender a woman will bring to the world. To you.
The Darkness of Pussy FrustrationWorse yet, she won’t tell you the truth about what is going on because she herself does not understand. Even if she has a clue her voice will be seized by the darkness of her pussy frustration and her ego will have hold of her so strongly that she won’t be capable of vocalizing the unspeakable to you. That unspeakable being that she needs to be f-ked wide open by a man that can penetrate not only her flesh but her heart and soul. She needs his strength, his firmness, his masculine energy to be unleashed in her at a cellular level and TAKE her beyond the point of no return and right into the heavens of rapture. Only at this level can she trust her man and allow herself once again to be seen. As Nicole Daedone, author of Slow Sex states, “Running on empty is not what you want your woman to be, unless you like irritability, impatience, hypersensitivity, and for everything to be your fault. Because in the space between what she asks for and what she really wants, resentment will begin to fester. And you, sir, will be the one she blames. Women: Ask For What You Sexually Want & Need What Nicole is stating here is the powerful truth and it is hard to understand for many men because men have the ability to state what they need or want clearly most of the time. Men have also been raised differently then women and do not have the same shame placed upon them for wanting or needing sex. It is expected that a man craves, thinks about and will ask for sex. It is common thought in many marriages and in society that it is the woman’s place “to make sure to keep her man happy, else he will surely stray and find it somewhere else” but for a woman to be open about her cravings labels her a whore or slut. Even if we are not aware of this low grade consciousness and believe ourselves to be above this sort of thinking, the consciousness and programs still exist for all of us. They lay there in the covers of darkness within our psyche and if we are women they make themselves known pretty quickly as soon as we face our undernourished needs. Men: Ask Your Women What She Desires So gentlemen or those in the masculine role of the relationship, never stop asking your woman what she desires. Never stop inquiring about her deep hungers. Dig in her cavern and find the treasures she has hidden there, tell her frequently that you love her, that she is your babe, your special lady, your love. Touch her often and playfully and set aside time to REALLY be with her. This is not meaning a movie and dinner or even snuggle time on the couch, this means eye to eye, deep focused communication time. Communicate your love with words, looks and touch and ALWAYS keep asking. She will open to you.
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The black Wombn is GOD! Our Yoni and womb are POWERFUL in ways we dont even know.
I have organized a Telecomference class teaching on the Yoni and the Womb. Click here for the link. Divine healing of the Yoni and the Womb are vitally important. Wombn sacrifice our BirthRite repetitively for:
So many fears... This stagnates our Divine Growth and experience as Wombn. It costs us tremendously to live in fear, love from/due to fear, lack due to fear. The yoni stores pleasure and pain memories, and our wombs are the "purse" that holds our akashic Memory. When Wombn have been injured, have been abused, have been denied pleasure, had their sexual/sensual interests denied? It stagnates our creativity. Our quality of life suffers due to diminished sexual, sensual, pleasure. The difficulty? How do we, safely, engage males sexually! In a global climate of male entitlement, male violence and male domination of Wombn, it is overwhelming to consider. Sign up to gain access to our month subscription to the Yoni Eggstress: Remembering the Divine Womb TeleConference. The Calls will be archived as well so you can access it at a later date. The TeleConference begins August 13th at 7pm EST.  This morning I woke up, turned on the morning news and immediately had to change the channel. The headline story read something along the lines of, “Best Anti-Aging Creams: How to Turn Back Your Face’s Biological Clock.” Really? Some woman’s non-existent smile lines are more controversial than gun control? And yet, to my dismay and utter confusion, when I switched the channel to a different news outlet the top story was, “No Money Necessary: Be Beautiful At Every Age.” Huh? So which is it? Am I supposed to remain youthful for the rest of my life or embrace aging gracefully? It got me thinking. This was just one small instance out of many daily occurrences in which women are bombarded with catch-22s and conflicting ideas on what we should and should not do as females. There are countless rules imposed on us, each one negating the other. I, and many ladies like myself, simply give up listening. We’re sick of being politically correct. We’re sick of people telling us what words we can and cannot use to describe us. Let us just be. These are the 72 paradoxes of being a woman (insert a big middle finger here). These are examples of two dueling ideals pushed on us by society that just can’t reconcile with each other: 1. Banish “bossy”; be a lady-boss.  Article Source Here
I issue the following challenge: On this page, and every thread therein, blog posts and our Black Feminist Radio Show "Angry Devas Show" THERE WILL BE NO VERBAL BLOW JOBS! When you feel... Compelled, to "my daddy/brother/baby-daddy/cousin/granddaddy/dick-flava-of-the-month, all over a thread!? Delete your comment. Go meditate and ask yourself why you have to begin your expressions with a penis in ya mouth. The following will NOT be tolerated: I know plenty of good black men 
Great for you. Go find him, suck him off, and cease subjecting the rest of us to it. I am not a voyeur. I do not get off on watching black women issue Verbal blow jobs Cyber blow jobs Mental blow jobs Religious blow jobs To men. Of any race. Run tell dat! There is a NEW SHERIFF in town. And she is an ANGRY GOD! Black men don't like when we blame them. They don't like when we take responsibility either. They especially HATE the Angry Deva's solution: STOP BIRTHING MALES! 
If black men are pussy hounds who fuck and chuck women. And women cannot raise sons to be men: why shouldn't she CEASE birthing sons until black men decide to be MEN not boys? See you want us to take the responsibility you assign. Like most men and wo-men. Miss me with that. Black woman, your problems are here because ya have birthed sons. Black women with sons shouldn't even complain, but i get why they do. Gotta get it out their system. Women, if we really loved em, we wouldn't want em having babies. Not till healing and restoration has happened. But the black men who "love black women" don't love us enough (or aren't smart enough) to get that insanity is doing the same thing, again and again, expecting a different result. Black women will see black men turn around, when we stop handing them sons to allow/encourage to disrespect women and girls their own age too. When we cease letting the men turn your alleged "ma-sun" into sons of man. I refuse to verbally dick suck immature infantile black manhood. Not when the ugly truth is staring is in the face. Many women will verbally suck ya dick "i love men" "i dont hate men" and all that. I dont give a fuck. Whether I, the Angry Deva, verbally suck you off or not, at the end of the day you are still a clueless man. And your existence on the planet means black women have failed. Failed to produce Gods. We now birth "sons of men." Other black women? take heed! your verbal blow jobs, cyber blow jobs and religious blow jobs will not get you one iota closer to married and "happy." 
Questioning the "sanitation" in Menstrual ProductsThis is very important to know! I stopped using pads/tampons (i have used both but preferred pads till i started fukkn. Honestly? Prior to that, the idea of something going into my Vagina was disgusting.) ;) This is our flow. Some women flow heavy, and need the tampon coverage. So safe tampons would be helpful. Is there such a thing as "organic tampons and pads?" I couldn't really answer that question for you. I, like any other true woman, have walked past the "organic sanitary napkin" isle. I see their "organic" labeling and assume its like all other "organic" items. Simply means it contains organisms, that doesn't mean it is safe, healthy or clean to use. 
For my Menstrual Care Routine, I use the Diva Cup and Cloth Pads. I have an idea for a different type of Menstrual Care Item for real women. (Coming soon) Because we are all treated as merely cattle in this patriarchy, women are expected to perform as men, behave and react as men, think like men, thus manage their "womanly mess" in ways that keep it all hidden. Even open discussions about women's Bodies and its functions is cause for "lesbian" accusations to be thrown about. It always ends divisive.. How can we be more mindful about our cycles? What ways can we both be body conscious as well earth conscious? What do you think of your moon time? How do you care for yourself during this Feminine Gynergy Force in your life? 
I am so thankful to the Queen Mother Ifama for her posts. Please enjoy these videos. The Time Before the Men Came: By Pearl Cleage
Lemme tell you something about "loyalty" To these over grown man-children, "loyalty" means you tolerate all that i do. And ya like it. It means, lock your sexuality away when i go to jail, to play rectal ranger games wit da fellas. It means, dont have sex with someone else even though i am a he-whore. It means, if you do express Sovereign Expression of your Sexuality as YOUR OWN, i wil l call you a whore/slut/bad-woman/bad-mother etc. It means, cow-tow to what MEN have historically defined a "good girl" to be. Or a "good woman" or "wife material" which basically means, his secured watering hole. So he can go play his game of 9th hole, sexually. It means that as long as women are sharing themselves with men, sexually, men will feel entitled to control of it. Whether its "you should fuck the beta man or he will kill you" or "you need to be celibate till marriage" or "you have children, oh well. Pussy dead!" 
All of this BULLSHYT is designed to keep MEN from: *Owning they are immature asshats And so long as we women continue to sexually service men (all sexuality expressed towards or involving men is inherently patriarchal complicity, unfortunately. We don't gotta like the truth, ts still true. WOMEN'S SEXUAL EXPRESSIONS WITH MEN is female endorsement of male supremacy, abuse and tyranny.) the problem will only grow worse.
The expectation of female sexual submission, sexual servicing, sexual gratification of male ego, desire and definition of sex is, LITERALLY killing us. Wake up! #tabootuesday #angrydevas  Women are the Enemy. Women's CHOICES are the fault of all female oppression's, pain, and other issues. including BEFRIENDING jealous women who seek to set you up to make you fall. watch these broads... Listen To Religion Internet Radio Stations with Musing in the Madness on BlogTalkRadio CAN WE REALLY check and BE our Sister's Keeper? Is it possible, when black women are refusing to be accountable for what they do? I have had falling outs with black women SIMPLY for correcting their vampirism. It immediately became an attack against ME for my tone in checking her ass. There is a vampiritic thief out there now, mad at me because i told her YOU are out of line. Many women DO NOT WANT TO BE CORRECTED or ACCOUNTABLE for their lack or failure. Black women are the WORST at this.
All these black christian women? you are out of order. You are CURSED and this is why black women FAIL. you cannot SERVE TWO MASTERS! Black woman: CUT THE PHALLUS OUT OF YOUR LIFE and go with THE TRUE LIVING GOD, then be BLESSED by the Most High Highest vs cursed for living your life. Listen to this WISE CRONE! Her Teachings are ON POINT, ya ain't gotta like it.  Forgiving others does NOT bring you peace. I get that this is the popular doctrine, but I am here, as an Indigo, to challenge the status quo and what we have accepted as normative. 
I want to challenge us to think about forgiveness in a new light. What if, instead of forgiving the aggressor/abuser/asshole in our lives we forgive OURSELVES for granting ACCESS to the people who disrespect/harm/deny your Beingness? When you CEASE to permit them access to repeat their offensive behavior, you remove yourself from active participation in their lack of respect for you. You prioritize your integrity and needs above the appearance of a union or relationship or circumstance. Appearances and illusions rule our world and way of connection, so I get that it is a powerful illusion to bust up and be freed from. But challenge yourself. See how it helps you to grow! 
We do not, presently, treat a virus by feeding it and giving it greater access. We begin a course of ANTI-BODIES to kill the source of the illness. We also build different levels of tolerance/immunity to infections already encountered/experienced. It takes a complete detoxification of the system to accomplish this.
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