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Veneration of the Dark Godis is Veneration of the Whole Wombn. Our Power is in Darkness, but first wo-men have to leave our patriarchal conditioning behind - leave the father's house and his rules! Embrace the Way of the Womb!
This is the truth. I see this daily as a healer.
Healing forces you to be a different person. And it also makes you see how the relationships in your life are enabling and benefiting from your brokenness. I’ve had women quit healing because their man didn’t like them anymore. Or their mama was angry she couldn’t use and abuse her anymore. I’ve had women quit healing because their friends said something. I had a woman who is 40+ tell me that one year of healing was too long and she would rather sit cursed than work for 12 months toward her healing. I’m serious, a woman who is bound by the curse of rape chose that curse over investing in her healing. And this quote shows us all WHY black women would rather sit cursed than heal. When I began Dark Restoration, personally, for my own growth and healing? I told my man, my friends and my family that they could exit my life. I actually cast my family OUT of my life. Because you cannot heal in the environment that broke you. It won’t work. I cut off my entire family. Closed my social media pages and walked this path alone. Along the way I’ve met some fake broads and some Godis among mortals. But nothing, nothing, could separate me from my restoration. Nothing. Don’t you think it is time for you to heal? Schedule your session/reading with The Priestess.
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There is a HUGE number of Black Women on my page who believe **Without association with Black Men**....racism, White supremacy, Pathological Violence and the issues of Black destruction will no longer be an issue for Black Women/children. These Sisters believe we will be able to sit around looking "Dainty & Pretty" and not partaking of any social protests BECAUSE --with the Black Man mated off to other races of women & no longer a part of us ---we black women will cease being seen as a threat. In many social contexts, I agree with these women. I was the main one shouting "Let these men fight their own battles!!!" But when these women denounced the immigrant Congolese sister who climbed the Statue of Liberty as merely a "mammy" trying to save the world & not themselves (despite the fact African immigrants are being separated from their children & Therese herself has been harassed by ICE and threatened with deportation for nearly a year), when they said that Black MEN should be climbing the statue and not her....and denounced her as a loser for making such a spectacle...it suddenly dawned on me how one dimensional our BW thinking can be. This is absolutely the truth. We have to reclaim our power and authority over our wombs.
"My Yoni is a King Maker. And a King Breaker." Sex Magic Gnosis is PARAMOUNT for any woman or Witch to be successful. Sex is your power. Aren’t you tired of it being played against you sis? The Siren is the most ancient seductress of them all. Her prototype is the goddess Aphrodite—it is her nature to have a mythic quality about her—but do not imagine she is a thing of the past, or of legend and history : she represents a powerful male fantasy of a highly sexual, supremely confident, alluring female offering endless pleasure and a bit of danger. In today’s world this fantasy can only appeal the more strongly to the male psyche, for now more than ever he lives in a world that circumscribes his aggressive instincts by making everything safe and secure, a world that offers less chance for adventure and risk than ever before. You have to be the HUNTER or you’re MEAT. Reclaim your power!!! Join me for a 40 Day Devotion to the Siren Seductress within. We will gather each Friday to perform the Rite of the Siren. Opening the Chakras and clearing them of stagnant energy. If you have signed up for the Art of Siren Seduction CLASS You May receive a discount for the ritual. Get the RITUAL and the CLASS here $195: PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/195 If you have already signed up for the class? The ritual is discounted for you at $75: PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/75 If you ONLY want the ritual, Join me: pay in 2 installments here. PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/55 Pay in full: PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/100 BONUS: Those who sign up for the ritual receive exclusive Dark Tantra Meditations with powerful music composed by the Godis Luna La Sirene. "My Yoni is a King Maker. And a King Breaker." Sex Magic Gnosis is PARAMOUNT for any woman or Witch to be successful. Sex is your power. Aren’t you tired of it being played against you sis? The Siren is the most ancient seductress of them all. Her prototype is the goddess Aphrodite—it is her nature to have a mythic quality about her—but do not imagine she is a thing of the past, or of legend and history : she represents a powerful male fantasy of a highly sexual, supremely confident, alluring female offering endless pleasure and a bit of danger. In today’s world this fantasy can only appeal the more strongly to the male psyche, for now more than ever he lives in a world that circumscribes his aggressive instincts by making everything safe and secure, a world that offers less chance for adventure and risk than ever before. You have to be the HUNTER or you’re MEAT. If you’re interested in learning more about the Art of Siren Seduction, sign up here: PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/120 if you need a payment plan you can pay in 2 installments here: PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/65 Reclaim your power!!! Join me for a 40 Day Devotion to the Siren Seductress within. We will gather each Friday to perform the Rite of the Siren. Opening the Chakras and clearing them of stagnant energy. If you have signed up for the Art of Siren Seduction CLASS You May receive a discount for the ritual. Get the RITUAL and the CLASS here $195: PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/195 If you have already signed up for the class? The ritual is discounted for you at $75: PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/75 If you ONLY want the ritual, Join me: pay in 2 installments here. PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/55 Pay in full: PayPal.me/mysticenchantress/100 BONUS: Those who sign up for the ritual receive exclusive Dark Tantra Meditations with powerful music composed by the Godis Luna La Sirene. I grew up watching this show. I mention this at the outset of the post because I loved seeing the variations in these sisters personalities. I had the Sinclair and Regine beaten (literally) out of my by my mother. She encouraged the aspects of me that were Khadijah and Maxine Shaw. In fact, girlie wanted to be a lawyer because of characters like Maxine Shaw and Claire Huxtable. But the innocent hippy and the Sovereign Lover who honors HER DESIRES AND HER PUSSY FIRST? Beaten right out of me. Those aspects of me did not serve her needs. And so I was fragmented, split into pieces, so I could serve her purpose instead of God's Purpose for my life. It is an ugly thing that black mothers do to their daughters. Generation after generation this cursed thing continues. They all do this for the exact same reason my mother did. I love my daddy.... but.... She failed to procure a worthy masculine to sire her children. So she did what most black women do to their daughters. We become the baby daddy she needs but failed to select prior to being bred and abandoned like a stray cat. *sips tea. *blinks daring a mf to try me. We are treated with no respect, zero empathy and expected to be even smarter than our own mothers were at our age. In many cases, our mothers were simply hot body teenagers who were screwing before they learned anything about themselves. Which is how they became mothers. Seldom do black mothers birth children by choice. Nearly 70% of all Black children are "oops" babies. Borne of mothers who don't believe in abortion... but interestingly believed in raw fornication. So much so they wound up with bastard out of wedlock babies being born. Funny how that morality works, ain't it yall? Yes. This is scathing. But fire burns and cleanses. It purifies. We grow up without loving affection. Too few of us have fathers in the home. I spent my teens and 20's resentful toward my mother and deeming her a weak mf who couldn't live without a man. She is. But there is more to the story too. She was smarter than the baby mama brigade. She knew we needed a father. She, having had a Patriarch Father who worked hard and provided his family with a home be owned and cared for; knew the value of a man in the home. Also she knew that if you’re gonna be the scarlet letter woman and breed with someone else’s husband, ya beta keep him around at least for appearance sake. And so she did. But it made her utterly miserable, and in that misery, from that self inflicted misery? She mothered and wifed all my childhood. She sacrificed joy, for sensibility and practicality. She did it so “my daughters do not grow up without a father.” But as a child all I saw is how much it hurt mommy to have my daddy in her life. My loyalty WAS to my mother exclusively. Key word WAS. She will never again receive that kind of dedication, nor will any other single living soul. However, when I was a child I did as a child. And my loyalty went to her. Righteously so, we ate and had shelter because MOTHER Provided. My mother WAS GOD! God is the creator. The maintainer. The sustainer. And she did all of that whether my father contributed or, as was most often the case, not. She too was raised hard. Her brother was coddled. My father was coddled. If my grandmother wasn't dead the last 30+ years? He would be at home with his mommy, right now today. As it is, he has only ever had lodging, (after he ruined his marriage making love to my mother, and producing me.) when he had a “woman.” The fact remains that because his mother coddled him, and her mother rode her like a mule? Always a harsh word from my granny to my mom.... she wasn’t ready or properly prepared for life. Because of this? My parents were ill matched. Mother wanted a Patriarch, as was her father. But a gentle soul which her career military father was not. My father is a gentle soul he was raised to be a Good Son. Not a Good Man, Good Husband, Good Lover, Good friend. Black women raise insufficient male children. And the whole race suffers. Yes I said it. We have to do better as mothers. You’re not raising your son. You are raising someone’s husband and father. Someone’s lover. For the love of all that is good and holy, raise your boys! Stop “loving on them” raise them! Remember he is someone’s future husband, future lover, future father, future friend. And raise him to be that! I've learned though, it's cultural, some of the norms we see in the black race. My fathers family is Maroon native. The women run the tribe. The men just seed and do the manual labor. Lol. My mothers family are Caribs. lol Bajan men work hard, it's what they know. They work hard, they secure the house and put the wife in it. Lol. It's the culture for men of my grandfathers time. But my mothers cohort were not prepared for the lazy, ungrateful, entitled, petty males that populate the earth in our race, today. I certainly was not prepared. And I see this of black American women. They, like my fathers mother, are raising good sons. Not strong patriarchs. So when I found this post by J. Renee I wanted to share. Cuz I agree. By Jenn Renee: Black Girls grow up to have beef with their mothers because we grow up in homes where our mothers are not affectionate with us. Our mothers are not gentle or soft with us. There’s very much a “no love lost” relationship between mothers and daughters. In general our mothers raised us. Our mothers did what they needed to do to get us through but there was no empathy for us growing up. So we go through life carrying that with us. Being hard and trying to adhere to the lessons that we were taught growing up. We address this in my Mother Wound healing and Father Wound healing. If you're interested? Sign up here for either session. Or you can sign up for my Mama Lessons class here.
I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes People take your positive intentions and turn it against you. People will need you, and the people you care for and take time and energy for turn against you. You have to come Back from when people lie, or use you or misrepresent your name and brand. You have to come back from it It's a lie to be the bigger person all the time. Yes be the greater person. But you have to protect your name and brand. Healers are not weak people. I'm justified in wanting to protect myself. Everyone has the right to protect their ideas and their brand and emotional security. You don't have to always take the high road. We want to. But we can't. Sometimes you gotta slip to the other side to handle business. And it is what it is. And I wish anyone the best who has done harm to me, I'm just not tolerating disrespect or dishonor. Certain powers do not care about your excuses. You all lack teaching. It's not about you going against me or them. You go against laws and healing. You go against your own word, you cannot expect Spirit to get invested in helping you. Then you decide you don't want it anymore. It's disrespectful. Like your grown child asks you for help in college, and you give it and then when you say "if you get good grades I will give you his" they don't get the good grades but still expect to get the reward. No. You don't get rewarded when you don't do well. It's anti wisdom. If you think these powers that fought on your behalf is going to reward you for turnin your back on them? You're wrong. You reneged on the vow. Even the Christian cannon says In the beginning was the word and the word was with god and the word was god. I don't care if you lie to me. But lying to my help, you don't understand... I'm not coming at you. You lied to something stronger than me. You're the liar. The way you lie to me and lie to spirit is how you lie to yourself. Your problem is bigger than what you think. You're undisciplined and an undisciplined mess. Who bites the hand that feeds them? Not Gods.... if you're ready to BE GOD? Let's start with Divination. You must learn to divine for yourself. So you're never deceived by anyone.you don't get confidentiality when you lie. And I really hate this. I hated having to do it with PayPal and I hate this too.she is fortunate I have a heart. I've removed her petition to the spirit. But I will mf post the shyt if this continues. You're not going to lie on me and I take it. I'm not going to enable yall to do that ever. sign up for my class on Discernment and Divination. So no bytch can ever lie to you.Self defense is righteous because The first law of nature is self preservation. I had to learn this and still am learning. And I'm now showing you all publicly how and why we MUST respect the first and highest Natural law there is. Especially we of DARK HUE require this remembering. Speaking of, I remember my mama trying to teach me how to fight. I told her I didn't like it. And she slapped my side lightly, they way you would when tryina instigate.... and she said "TOUGH titty" *slap to other side* you gonna have to learn to love it. Or you gone get ya ass beat every single time. By all kinda lil trash bytches." *slap to shoulder* "IM FROM THE BURY! I ruined you girls sheltering you here in JP! I didn't consider those lil blacque heffa a being bussed to your schools. I chose as carefully as possible but negros always whining to get they lil monsters the same access as our golden children." I had no idea what the hell she was saying. Not then. But I get it now, mother was trying to get me to understand RACE VS KIND. And I wasn't really ready! Yet the seed was planted. And this is a lesson ALL bw need. What KIND of bw are you, can we know folks by their kind? Yes. discernment and Divination make this immensely helpful. I was in the 2nd mf grade and had just come home with my whole face scratched up by some no hair having ghetto rat feral child. I, the hippy who sang to flowers, adopted trees and started collecting donations for Arbor Day EARLY, had no concept of brutality. Physical at least. Now we got spanked when we did wrong. But it was still the early years. Before the extreme abuse (yes yes it's all abuse. Blah you know what I mean!!) I didn't understand a black girl wanting to cause me harm. And it is because that wasn't in me to do. Mama tried to literally beat it into me. And when I just stood there crying she had pity and held me and told me: "lu, baby they gone keep kicking your lil behind until you fight back. You have to learn to find that wild side in you. I know it's there. The WILD EVIL BITCH who doesn't care and will go to war for herself? She is in there. I know, I'm your mama!" She kissed the one spot on my face that wasn't scratched. And have me my fave snack and fave book at the time to read. And for years she was right. Passive, quiet. Timid. Terrified of harming anyone. I came in wanting to be a protector of all. And then one day, some Other Caribbean girl call herself having a problem with me. I didn't understand tribal nor bloodline warfare back then as I do now. Some tribes war with others. So when I'm in Jamaica? I talk about my father side and say mother is black American. And when I'm in Barbados I talk about my bajan/American mama and say my daddy black indigenous southerner from the Amer Tribes. Which is still the truth. If you know Maroons and I am a Maroon. This is why my gums are black. I was born this way!!!!! You know a Maroon by their gums!! A true born Maroon too. It took forever. That's why #ThePayback is so delicious. Finally! My Dragon flame is ready to burn them all! #TheMadKing style. 😂😂😘😘 sign up here for the class on Divination so you can know KIND vs RACEsign up here for mentorship to develop your Intuitive CraftA word from the Priestess of Dark Restoration: I think that black Sisterhood is unhealthy. Because bw are too broken to be a good influence in a group. And too traumatized to be truly sisterly to one another. It is very challenging to be a lover and a giver when your cohort is made of broken and willfully curse bound women. What happens is bw begin to emit the frequency strongest, when we don't have one of our own. I willfully do this. I changed up how I delivered things so it is something that bw can consume and understand and relate to. Prior to that? The way I behaved, spoke and articulated myself only drew white clientele. In my ignorance and innocence as a new healer? I wanted to help bw primarily so I switched. I remembered a lesson I learned from my favorite bw elders. Black folks think you're white if you speak the kings english, and do not cuss. They won't relate to you and will not take the time to listen to what you said. I remember the early days of the Angry Devas Radio show. I was called a white girl and said I sounded white. But the moment I switched up my cadence, diction and accent? The white girl accusations stopped. It was easy then for bw to try and attack me by saying I was a ww. Because for my own safety and defense, for my honor to the Priestesshood of which I am a member? I did not show my face. So my action of self defense, was exploited by the savage sisterhood of women who love to tear other women down. Not because she deserves it. But because they are jealous of her. When I spoke only on healing, Gnosticism and Mysticism? Bw wanted nothing to do with it at all. So I began to speak their language: bm ain't shyt. Bm don't defend us. Bm neglect their families. And bm rape us. Many more bw began to listen, to show up, to come for the healing they needed. But I also endured more attacks the more my visibility increased. I had been warned by the elders that bw would attack me and try to crucify me before they introspected and healed. But I had an optimistic and youthful heart, with rebellious ears. I didn't listen. So now I stand, well seasoned and marinated in Real Dark Wisdom and Dark Gnosis. I stand in my Power and my Godhood, on solid steady legs. I've been attacked many times and I've not lost because I am the league of Superior Witches. And because I give reverence and deference to witches Superior to me! And in that Authority? I say that large groups of bw is unhealthy. Some of these bw who comment on your threads are unhealthy. Your association with them is unhealthy and has the ability to make folks look at you side ways. Catering to bw is also unhealthy. Because you have to go so very low to reach them. Yes. The topics we must discuss for you to be able to participate are very low vibrational, basic, and diminutive at best. Completely savagely insane at worst. It is savagely insane that any woman needs be convinced that Motherhood is the #1 indicator of poverty globally. It is savagely insane that any bw needs to be convinced as to the precariousness of engaging bm. It is savagely insane that bw think they do not need any healing; with a legacy of enslavement and enslaved rape woundedness/trauma. It is savagely insane that bw refuse to honor that sperm carries trauma and so does DNA; yet she continues to breed and complain about the outcome. It is savagely insane to birth male children yet bytch incessantly about how men ain't shyt. It is savagely insane to couple yourself with unhealed, cursed women and expect to prosper. These are hard lessons to learn and to integrate into our lives and our healing. But they are damned essential to the process if we truly want to be redeemed. Bw think they should distance themselves from me because of my presentation. I created this presentation for you, to help you heal. To speak words you understand. Because your status and vibration are too low for the Food of the Gods. It was the same for me. It has taken me years to get here. I began my walk in 2006, 10-11 years ago. And here I stand. And further still to go. Healing is a journey. Not a destination. It is a life long journey, to the center of your own soul self. Schedule your journey here: We are gearing up for Mother's Day, a day internationally recognized in honor of the people who give us life. But there is another side. A darker, colder, meaner, more confusing side of the story. One that requires our careful and nuanced attention and consideration. I wish we could be honest. I just began to play with makeup. As a grown azz woman. The goal post was always being moved. It was bad enough I was shapely and young and innocent, which men LOVE and LUST FOR in young women..... this made her feel competitive and even jealous of me enough to sabotage my esteem and accuse me of trying to garner unwanted male attention just living and breathing. That wasn't enough. It went from when your 16 to 18 to when you move out. By then it had been cemented in me that enhancing my mind was more important than any investment in my beauty. This was true for me and most other girls I knew. Some would sneak clothes and makeup to school and change. Others of us were too frightened of our mothers finding out so we just towed the line until we were grown/married women. The only time I ever remember seeing my mother apply makeup? I was 20. And we were going To my aunties funeral. The foundation was way too light. And I remember coming down stairs and screaming (because I was genuinely frightened) "what the hell happened to your face mommy!?" Her mother was QUEEN of glamour. Was very angry with my mom for giving up the feminine. My Nanna was a fox who wore fox and pearls. Had a vanity table that would put Liz Taylor to shame. My mom was so hopelessly anti-feminine. By the time she became a mother, it seems the feminine died for her. And she was eager to kill it in we her daughters. So, while I am PROUD that women who are mothers now, might be invested in the feminine and HONORING their daughters feminine growth and rites of passage, there is a WHOLE SWATH of grown daughters just getting into glamour and into the feminine frequency. Furthermore, given the FACT that bm are so predatory and absolutely defunct when it comes to being Masculine Protectors..... many bw beat the feminine out of their girls in anger and in sadism as well as in defense of them. We have to be honest about bm hatred of femininity in bw. Because then he is REQUIRED to not just imbibe on it, but protect it and encourage its reproduction in future generations. And we have to be honest about our mothers acts of complicity with these beasts. They didn't fight, they didn't deny these hyper-Masculine predators access. They acquiesced and beat or discouraged us to "protect" us from their naturally predatory disposition. This is horrible and has negatively impacted our connection to The Feminine. HOW CAN WE BE FEMININE FLIRTY GIRLY when the males of our cohort ABHOR these qualities in us and do all they can to abuse, trick, pimp, and prey on? I GREW UP in a place where we could be little girls. Upon moving to blackistan, I had to quickly learn that: Smiling Wearing pretty things Wearing light or bright colors Speaking Lookin people in the eye Having an inviting or pleasant look on your face Etc all made you prime prey. It was a girl from the hood who taught me how to survive in and among blackistani residents. I had no concept of this, even though my mother still raised us as a bw mother would, to prevent the predatory mess. I may have been abducted by a mf pimp if not for that girl. Because where I grew up, you spoke to your neighbors. You said good morning. We spoke to the elders, male and female. But you cannot do this in blackistan. The feminine frequency is under siege there. We have to be honest about what is happening. And every single discussion about black femininity requires NUANCED thinking, which is not the black womans strong suit. We have to remember multiple generations are involved, demography and geography also adds and sometimes alters the experience. Exceptions to the rule do not change the rule. They exist in the realm of variables, again nuanced thinking Is required. Or we can continue to take the easy way out and claim they and the media are at fault. Even still, this comes back to bm and THEIR MEDIA depictions of bw and girls in the last 30 years. Now that bw have MORE POWER AS CONTENT CREATORS, it is on Us To produce images we want to see. It absolutely is. We must do this. We have to take control of our own image and of black woman the brand. Each of us can do this wherever we are. Let's get creative. With that said, I present my new class: Dark Magic: Glamour. In this course I will be teaching you about ENERGY and channeling. If you do not know how to channel, you will NOT be able to use the Power of the Feminine Frequency for more than the surface. Symbols are powerful, imagery is powerful, and our ability to present and represent Black Wombn The Brand is POWER PERSONIFIED. The Godis has 1,000 faces and 10,000 names. Being able to channel the Godis, using not only surface glamour of hair nails and makeup, but inner energy, is your birth rite and power. PayPal.me/MysticEnchantress/55 Sign up here:It takes BEING NEGATIVE to actually succeed. So while bw lambast me as "negative" I am a success while they are failing. I asked a question, to receive an answer. The Dark Child just wanted me to be negative for a while. Read to understand.
Warning: The following text is spelled. It is a vision tweak. If I claim that the goal of meditation is to achieve negative thought, I'd seem crazy. We believe instead, that we meditate in order to help conquer negative thought. But our idea of what positive and negative mean is wrong, but not just wrong; catastrophically wrong, keeping us from seeing how everything in the world truly works. We have to first understand that positive and negative are originally scientific words. Positive has the root POS, as in post, pose, or position. Something positive is actively doing something or taking position. Negative has the root NEG, and logically, being the opPOSite of positive, negates. Positive is positioning and negative is negating. But if you ask a random person what positive means, they will say it means "good", while also telling you that negative means bad. This misnomering ends here. Its hindered you long enough. You are about to have your scientific and spiritual understanding upgraded. And I promise you, that over time, the following knowledge is going to reveal the secret workings of all types of awesome shit. Keep in mind throughout this lesson the term "nature abhors a vacuum", and take your time reading this, because you need to use your imagination. You must read it in its entirety, and possibly even a few times over in order to cement the science. Do not take this lightly. If you dont have patience or attention span to read something for 5-10 minutes, stopping frequently to imagine, then you will not receive this gift. Your imagination is key, so pardon what may seem at times to be repetitive, and just work on seeing it. OK... As with metaphysics and quantum physics, it is crucial to first have an understanding of physics. Or else, you will just sound like some New Age bullshitter whos talking about "love vibrations" and "fear frequencies". We must learn what words actually mean to the physical world before we apply them to the metaphysical. Concepts like fear and love are beyond the physical world, so in order to validate our ideas on these concepts, to communicate our emotions accurately, we need to use as much reference to actual physics as possible. Saying that you have negative thoughts when you actually have unpleasant thoughts is not correct. Every thought, pleasant or unpleasant, has come into form, or taken a position, thus every thought is actually positive. To quiet the mind, to remove all thought, is the only way to truly have negative thought. So how does understanding this concept help you? If there is one thing that I constantly try to hit home with people, it is that the world is made of words. We think in words, and when some of these words are misnomered, they will keep us from imagining how things actually work. Picture a battery. On this battery are two poles, positive and negative. The negative receives and the positive gives. Each pole must be tuned equally in respect to the other. This dynamic duality is the key to the GENeration of power/electricity/energy/life. Now think of the dynamic duality of man and woman, and the GENeration of life. Both are tuned, if healthy, equally in respect to the other. Men are the positive force while the woman is the negative. Again, remember to detach yourself from the ill-programming of attributing feelings to these words, because they are scientific distinctions and not subjective opinions. All science supports this. In the world of electronics, there are female and male connectors. Female connectors receive signal, and therefor are negative, while the male connectors plug into and transmit signal and thus, are positive. Both positive and negative, male and female, receiver and giver, are part of the required GENeration of the picture on your screen screen. In photography, negative space isnt bad space. The negative space is the part of the photo that isnt the posed thing, the positioned thing, or the positive space, the thing actually being photographed. Negative space is empty space, and since nature abhors a vacuum, it receives that which positions. Negative leads to positive. So now that we have a scientific understanding of positive and negative, lets step into the metaphysical realm. Aside from our anatomy, the male and female personality is also indicative and in support of these natural laws. Are all of a womans senses not more acute than a mans? Simply put, women are built to pick up more signals. They are natures designated receivers. Is a man not known for exerting his will on his environment? If you see a person kicking someones ass, you say its a negative thing, but that is only your subjective feeling on the event. The one doing the beating is feeling great though, and by honest definition, he is in a positive state because he is giving, or POSing the ass kicking. The other person is receiving, and is therefor in a negative state. They say it is better to give than to receive. This is of course only our feelings. This cannot be scientifically quantified, but it brings us to a great question... Why do we call things that feel good, positive, and things that feel bad, negative? Well in general, when we enter positive states we feel better than we do in negative states. It feels good to run around exerting our will on everything, giving, posing, than it does to receive the will of others, negating your position. One can begin to understand much of womans burden based on this dynamic. Things are a little tougher in general for women. But remember what I said about negative space. A woman brings life into this world, and the only way to do that is to first become a negative space. You cant position something new unless you first have a negative. Now, we have to begin to look at our habits with this new lens. The things we consider uncomfortable are often what make us stronger or better. For instance, the nastiest tasting foods (by popular definition) cause most of us to react uncomfortably,tending to be alkaline foods (negative), while the good tasting food is acidic (positive). This is precisely why humanity is prone to so many illnesses, we are too positive. When you go to the gym, you go through pain to get gains, right? Before you can teach, you have to learn, but learning (negative) is painful. It feels better to teach (positive). We dont feel as good listening (negative) as we do talking (positive). Most of our problems in this life stem from the fact that we do not know how energy manifests and works. We want things, but dont know how to do the work to get the results. We are a culture obsessed with positivity, posing. Now that you understand how a battery works, how the same natural laws permeate through everything that is life, you know that you must have exactly equal parts negative and positive. So yes, mankind needs to embrace more negativity. How strange does that sound now? Humanity is suffering a severe imbalance. Imagine that a batteries poles were even just slightly unbalanced. The battery would soon malfunction and die. Wake up humanity. We need to listen more, eat more alkaline food, meditate more, read more. We have to become more balanced and realistic in attainment of our goals. If you want those things you used to term as positive, the you must create a negative space first. You cant position something unless you first have negative space. Your life is a work of art. It has taken years of positioning this, that, and the other on the canvas. When you see this piece of art and come to realize that you dont like it, dont call it negative, its not. But a negative state is exactly what you need to enter in order to make room to position better ideals. You cant become positive without first being negative. No pain, no gain my friend. Read this a few times as it will help change your vision, helping you see the hidden mechanics in many things from simple candle flame to gender politics. I hope you have enjoyed this negative experience. With love, Doc De Lux When I was 19, I was supposed to go to college in Madrid Spain. I didn't go because my mother wasted my trust fund on the OOW children she birthed. It would have been better spent on its intended purpose when the Family gathered and sowed into me. Not wasted because she lacked control over her womb and had more babies than she could afford to raise. Remember, in my case, my mother willingly got impregnated trying to show this man she loved him and trying to breed him a son. At 19, when the college acceptance letter arrived I screamed. I jumped up and down. Foolishly, I didn't bother to apply for any other schools. I had one track on my mind. Go to Spain, graduate, fall in love, get married, start a business then a family. That was my thinking. Oh, to be young and starry eyed. Lol Mother promised me she would handle the admission fees and deposits. Since she fucked my trust fund away on her OOW children and her addict peen. You can guess what happened? Instead, one sister went to prom and the other went with her. Prom. Prom y'all. Fucking senior prom for an 11th grade daughter vs eldest child going to college. It wasn't even HER prom... I swallowed it down initially, but this is the point at which I began to HATE MY MOTHER. if I am honest. I hated the fuck out of her. I cried and prayed and begged god to take it away. But I fucking HATED her. It felt unnaturally right to direct ire and hatred toward her. It began the break down of "sista Soulja" and the construction of FUCK ALL OF YOU BYTCHES ITS MY TURN. All I had done, sacrificed; tolerated. And for what? For this thankless bytch to use the fuck out of me and leave me in the lurch so my sister had a limo and shyt for PROM!!! I was furious. I was beyond furious. I didn't even go to prom. All I ever wanted, the only thing I ever asked her ass for, was college. She made sure she messes up Spain for me. And when I bounced back in Boston? When I did get accepted in Boston? She jacked that up too. She told me: "I can't sign your fafsa I want to go to college and I don't want it to ruin my Chance." I just cried and made my plan to get away from her. Her goal was for me to never leave. To always be there for her use and make her life easier after she sport fucked her way into poverty and obscurity. Like most single mamas do, you all know. You've had friends or associates. Or you see from social media. Because I didn't bother to apply to local schools? I had no plan b. My plan a was the all. But, as I have always been A Godis among mortals; I created a new way. And I tucked Spain away in my heart. In the broken place. The place where Dreams Deferred went to die. Or so I thought. Possibilities are endless. The future is not finite, it is filled with infinite possibilities. Coming here is so healing for me. 11 years later, my dream deferred came true. I made it happen. I sowed these seeds. I watered these trees. Look at the delicious fruits they bear. So happy happy doesn't even describe it. Off for a full day. Did you Defer your Dream of Traveling? Deva FIYAH presents: BARCELONA 2018! I am only accepting 9 women to travel with me through Europe. Space is extremely limited and exclusive. I already have 5 sisters secured so only 4 spaces available. Click here to learn more.
You are not going to agree with me. And I am not going to give a fux. 😘 I remember this Episode like it was yesterday. It was Friday night, we were all teens, we were gathered in our Girl Scout Leaders house. A Tribe of Black Girls, doing BlackGirl Magic before it was a thing! Our ritual was to watch this together. We would gather with snacks and pile up in the brightly painted kitchen. I think, at that time, it was bright Orange. Like, BRIGHT ORANGE. When this scene played out I gasped and said YES TYRA!!!! The whole tribe looked at me, aghast. I was confused. Why weren't they celebrating Tyra too!? She was RIGHT! She coddled that girl, groomed her, showed her favor! And the lil ingrate was pissing it away. I was vexed for Tyra! How DARE YOU WE WERE ROOTING FOR YOU. WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU. Not one person felt the same. They all looked at ME sideways. I couldn't understand it. I instantly surmised it to be some ill fated, ingrained black woman loyalty. Like no matter how hard we fail, no matter how big we fuck up, never give up and go with the winner. Even if it means dragging your business or brand down. Now, on the one hand, I could identify with that sentiment. I do this to myself, not being true to my Brand. My Brand is Dark Gnostic Authority. And I too often fall into the old familiar Christian sister syndrome. Old sister Christian, wanted everyone to win. And thought all were worthy of favor and grace. The Dark Godis Bitch I Am knows better. Only the worthy may enter here. And for bw, whether we like it or not, it is a trial by Fire that we must endure for ascension. This is why the Dark Mother bestowed the Sacred Title of Deva Fiyah to me. As a God of Fire, title Official Uriel, we must be The Unburnt. But not everyone is ready or capable of this Elemental Power. A True Witch, if she is good, practices the elements. We all begin in elementary (The Element), graduating to The Middle and then seeking to be The High. My Tribe felt that Tyra should not have had a "melt down." Oh boy whenever a Black a Wombn expresses Passion and Authority count on someone to call it a "melt down." What I saw, was Tyra reach her Breaking Point. The Point of being "sick and tired of being sick and tired." The point of realizing that, once again, her LOVE was getting in the way of her business.
I watched her as in the following seasons, Tyra worked hard to curb her Love of Black Women so it didn't compromise her Business. She went against her partners for this girl. Had falling out behind the scenes with people she'd known in BUSINESS for years, defending this girl. It was a hard lesson. And one that I am applying to my own Work and Business. The Ignorance of the Dark is a Curse, so I ensure that I make my Clients aware of the Costs. Black Wombn seem to do this. I do not have this problem with any other clients but my black female clients. This is exclusive to who we are, globally, and how we value ourselves. If you walk away and break your contract you CURSE YOURSELF. All magic comes with a price -Rumple, Once Upon a Time And you were made aware of the costs. I don't have to curse anyone, so I don't. Black women Like Being cursed. So they curse themselves via their CHOICES! You alone have the power to rescue you or condemn yourself to cussedness. No one does this for or against you suga. Nothing on planet earth could or would stop me from my healing and my growth. Nothing. I mean, the Mentors and Teachers Rip me a new asshole at times! Because I've earned that by being stubborn and self sabotaging by going against the code and against myself. I come back for more. This is how I know bw don't truly value themselves. Nor do they value HEALING and freedom. Nothing on this f**king planet could have kept ME from it. Not words, not fear, nor nothing. That is the difference between Gods and Slaves. Which Witch are You?
I think all the time about how very little I could do, if I had a bastard baby.
I have a very expensive makeup and shoe lust. Ain't NO baby getting in the way of that. I thought about that every day, as I woke up in my Jamaican Villa. Looking over James Bond Beach. I thought about it when I stayed at Golden Eye, a multi million dollar resort and spa. I thought about it as I relaxed, trained, healed, grew. How I would be a broken, ugly, useless lump if I had some bastard baby to care for. The reality is I am glad I have no children. And I'm happy WE ARE SPEAKING UP! Bw deserve BETTER than some 2.0. How about getting it right from jump and never needing a retake? Why can't we empower and embolden black girls to CHERISH the Womb space and refuse to grant men access who have made no commitment to them? Fucking for free is for THE DUMB! Not even a married woman should be giving up herself for nothing in return from her man.
This post created quite a few waves. This sister has been called a mammy, and more. Because bw can't just disagree without having to SAVAGE another woman. Because the evil baby mama brigade™ has decided to wage war against the sovereign rite of Breeding in Season, for we who are childfree. They are attacking us all for daring to say we do not want the lives they lead as a result of their choices. Childfree women are being called all kinds of names by the evil baby mama brigade, a they have always done. I don't have to agree with every word written above. And I don't
But I do have to ask... Why can't we have more than the "I ruined my life with a bastard baby; but I got my shyt together and bounced back" story? Why is it so HORRIBLE for us to want more? Why are bw so hypersensitive that one sisters truth is read as a personal attack? For all our strengths, are we really so weak as to lack an ability to introspect and Be the Sovereign women or Gods we claim we are? Doesn't look like it. I love Ciara. I based my entire Dark Marriage 1 and Dark Marriage 2 class around her story. Training hundreds of bw how to bounce back with REAL DARK WISDOM! Which REAL DARK WISDOM is WITCH CRAFT or it is BULLSHYT! Period REAL DARK WISDOM is WITCH CRAFT or it is BULLSHYT! Period -Deva Fiyah
I enjoyed teaching. But I wish to GODIS we didn't have to coddle black women who fucked their lives over being foolish and self sacrificing. I don't even want to bother with such women anymore because they are often broken beyond repair and thus unable to do any work to heal. They balk at any attempt to help them grow and most would rather sit in their cursed state. Breeding out of season is a curse on you and the fruit of your womb. And I am not interested anymore in enabling and coddling such women. I'm interested now in the daughters who avoided this curse of breeding out of season. To help them stay the course.
So the WEAK among us will balk at the Priestess Wisdom I share. The WISE AND SAVVY BW are paying attention to win. Priestess Wisdom changed my life. And it has the power and ability to change yours too. I have a new 5 part course SEASON OF THE WITCH: Priestess Wisdom for Modern BW. I will be sharing with you sisters how to be The Priestess of your own life. How to preside over the realm of creation and death, with Real Dark Wisdom, and Dark Gnosis for Power Black women have been stripped of all power and authority. Left behind with nothing but self hate, self loathing, self sacrifice and self sabotage. This is 75% of bw too. You who encounter/come to me for healing are the Rare 1 in 4 who will divest and win. You need to learn how to identify with YOURSELF, and not concern yourself with someone else's struggles, failures and stupid decisions in life. We are NOT all in this together, the black sisterhood is dead and filled with bitter women who want you to FALL because they fell for the one eyed snake! Don't let them do that to you. Ignorance is indeed a CURSE, and the fallen bw wants to keep you ignorant thus cursed with her and her manifested bad decision making. Sign up here for my 5 course series SEASON OF THE WITCH: PRIESTESS WISDOM FOR MODERN BW
This isn't a question I ever considered until after I was married. I had plenty of evidence, plenty of reasons to ask this question. But I never allowed it. All my life, I had heard how "white" I was from black people. Wanting to be married before having babies? "You sound like a white woman" is what I heard back from never married, black mothers. Wanting to go to college? "Aunties kids think they white" was the retort of cousins, my mothers friends at work also would say to her that her children "thought they were white" for our ambitions and desires. My desires and wishes as a teenager?
There were others. But let's keep this short. Repeatedly, I was called too ambitious and strong minded (as if it is negative to be of sound and strong mind) to be a black woman. The way I talked was ridiculed, the way I walked and dressed too. So I should have seen it coming. Alas, I was a very friendly child. And quite naive to how evil and sadistic the world can be. I was a girl in love with a boy, wanting to make a family. In my young mind, at that time, I was doing what every heterosexual woman alive wanted to. I was getting married to the love of my life and forming a new family. As women have done for thousands of years. I didn't see any of what they saw. I didn't see my choice to be loved by a Masculine Provider as a rejection of anything. This awareness was borne, by the reaction and response of the black people around me. The women in my family turned against me the moment discussion of marriage to him became a reality. Once he proposed, I saw them shift away from me completely. They were all black women. And suddenly? I wasn't one. They were in this together, and I had betrayed the pack. My mother and my sisters, my aunties all reacted as if I BETRAYED them. I couldn't understand how how my life choices to be married and happy could be received as anything else. My life long refusal to conform to black "standards" (if we can call them that) of what it means to be a black woman; suddenly was too much. Not only had I rejected sexual coupling with the black woman's son all my teenaged years, in my 20's I was getting married to a man who also wasn't a black woman's son. This is a HUGE no no. They loved me, as long as I was talking about how we shouldn't take shyt. But the MONENT I actually practically applied it? I was deemed self hating. Many of you reading this will also deem me as "self hating" because I refuse to accept degradation and struggle as the definition of blackness. The rejection of the poverty consciousness that is now the prevailing black identity, the rejection of the struggle narrative of a bum and a baby, the rejection of being the ni**er of the world by mulling for a thankless community.... Chile the women in my family started treating me like I was the uppity light skint auntie!!! Simply for wanting MORE! For refusing to provide emotional labor to "the cause" aka the black male. And they also began trying to bleed us dry financially. Not only am I married, I married outside the race. And ya know white men are "rich." I used to balk when folks said blacks are racist. I towed the party line of "blacks don't control the system" ya know. The regurgitated sound bite. But.... Blacks do control the system. In fact, the system is PREDICATED upon black inferiority. And since BLACK PEOPLE now define BLACKNESS as being broke, hood, a baby mama/daddy, never married, not speaking articulately or able to write cogent mf sentences!!!! All of this makes you black. I was called white all my life. Because we grew up outside the hood and I read books..... because I wanted to go to college!!! No bs. And other stupid ass shyt. I used to balk when folks said blacks are racist. I towed the party line of "blacks don't control the system" ya know. The regurgitated sound bite. Tell A negro you own your own business? They back the fuck up and look at yuh funny. Blacks don't have business. They have side hustles to make ends meet!!!! How do we differentiate between the groups? The blacks who want to thrive and live well, and the blacks who have begun to accept struggle and degradation as the sole narrative and defining quality of what it means to be black? As a Priestess and Healer of the Womb, I often get bw complaining about the cost of healing and the cost of sessions. It has been said, "She think she a white woman with them prices." Baby, the white woman charges you hundreds and often THOUSANDS of dollars to speak to her for 1 hour. I only charge ya black ass $125. Seriously!? 😂 Black folks degrade blackness, project their willful degradation onto whiteness, and blame white people for not being dysfunctional beasts in THEIR communities. Or cite the anomalies in white communities to justify the indignity of black community. This whole thing is a part of the black psychosis and mental illness. I am going to now deem BLACKNESS ITSELF as mental illness. We have to invent a new identity, or at least a way to delineate between the mentally stable and the mentally insane. First of all, black = brain lack. You lack certain cognitive functions and mental faculties to be healthy and successful. The definition of INSANE is to repeatedly do the same thing, expecting a different result. And yet here we have negros. Doing the same dumb shyt generation after generation. Blackness is mental illness. To be black now means to be mentally deprived and mentally impaired. That is the only way to actually identify with the culture and call it your own. You have to become ONE of them. Or you ain't really black. Dark as I am?? I'm not considered a "true" black woman. Nope. Ya right. I'm not. I don't have the mental impairment of a black woman. I am a woman of dark hue. But I am not the same as a black woman. Discovering who you are, is a huge part of divestment from blackistan. The black community tells you who to be and assigns a role to you. To break free, and trailblaze is to divest and be Sovereign. We have to go from Empathy to Apathy, as black women. The whole world preys on our hearts and good intentions. Becoming apathetic to the plight of others is how we divest from being mammy and instead invest in being WHO WE TRULY ARE. discovery of this is difficult without help, schedule your session with the Priestess. Let's change your life together. Schedule your Session with The Priestess Here.You have the Power to Create Your own Universe, your own multiverse. Sadly, creation of realms has been denied to women under patriarchy. Our powers, abilities, and authority has been stripped of us. Instead of Creating/Celebrating God within, we are trained to idolize and worship things outside of ourselves. We see this with Beyoncé taking the world by storm, celebrating Oshun, while CREATING A new Diety entirely. Most people missed the Fact that her performance was a ritual of Creation. They only saw Oshun or Venus. They didn't see the NEW thing. Which I will reveal in my class to MY students, exclusively. White women have called her anti-feminist; attacked her elevation of Mother to God status and more. Often times? It is OTHER WOMENS VERBAL ASSAULT AND WARFARE that causes us to tow the line; vs break forth from the old with new innovative ways of viewing the world. Many of you have businesses, ideas; desires and things you want to bring forth. Guidance helps us. In the time before the men came, we Wombn would gather together. We would sing and pray and hold space for one another; as the Wombn seeking to create life was covered and protected. We lent our energy to the process of Sacred creation. And Sacred Creations are those born of a Virgin womb, those self-propagated, those created WITHOUT man or sperm. We have been disconnected from this Sacred Feminine Rite or Virgin Birthing. In this class, I return this lost gnosis to the Godis. I have a surprise about this class. First the course start date is March 17th. The rest? You have to sign up to see. Wisdom has to be returned to the Feminine. In order to elevate from the Conquered to GODHOOD. It is time to study Godis Archetypes. I welcome you to sign up for my new class: Creating God in You. Sign up for Creating God in You HERE! |
AuthorDeva Fiyah is a Priestess, Anthropologist, Feminist, and Feminine historian. She has helped women from all around the world, actualize their Goddess Power, with Healing, Retreats and Courses in Self Mastery. Archives
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