The PAYBACK: the GIFT of Misunderstanding

I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry

And it's worse but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher, the more that I climb
The spot gets smaller and I get bigger
Tryna get in where I fit in, no room for a nigga
But soon for a nigga it be on motherfucker
'Cause all this bullshit, it made me strong motherfucker
So I pick the world up and imma drop it on your fuckin' head, yeah!
Bitch, imma pick the world up and imma drop it on your fuckin' head
(YEAH) And I could die now rebirth motherfucker
Hop up in my spaceship & leave Earth
Motherfucker I'm gone​ -Weezy, Drop the World

People take your positive intentions and turn it against you. People will need you, and the people you care for and take time and energy for turn against you. You have to come Back from when people lie, or use you or misrepresent your name and brand. You have to come back from it

It's a lie to be the bigger person all the time. Yes be the greater person. But you have to protect your name and brand. Healers are not weak people.

I'm justified in wanting to protect myself. Everyone has the right to protect their ideas and their brand and emotional security. You don't have to always take the high road. We want to. But we can't. Sometimes you gotta slip to the other side to handle business. And it is what it is. And I wish anyone the best who has done harm to me, I'm just not tolerating disrespect or dishonor.

Certain powers do not care about your excuses. You all lack teaching. It's not about you going against me or them. You go against laws and healing. You go against your own word, you cannot expect Spirit to get invested in helping you. Then you decide you don't want it anymore. It's disrespectful.

Like your grown child asks you for help in college, and you give it and then when you say "if you get good grades I will give you his" they don't get the good grades but still expect to get the reward. No. You don't get rewarded when you don't do well. It's anti wisdom.

If you think these powers that fought on your behalf is going to reward you for turnin your back on them? You're wrong. You reneged on the vow. Even the Christian cannon says In the beginning was the word and the word was with god and the word was god. I don't care if you lie to me. But lying to my help, you don't understand... I'm not coming at you. You lied to something stronger than me. You're the liar.

The way you lie to me and lie to spirit is how you lie to yourself. Your problem is bigger than what you think. You're undisciplined and an undisciplined mess. Who bites the hand that feeds them?

Not Gods....

if you're ready to BE GOD? Let's start with Divination. You must learn to divine for yourself. So you're never deceived by anyone.

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