Why BW suffer: SITTING IN YOUR CURSE is easy

You are not going to agree with me. And I am not going to give a fux. 😘

I remember this Episode like it was yesterday. It was Friday night, we were all teens, we were gathered in our Girl Scout Leaders house. A Tribe of Black Girls, doing BlackGirl Magic before it was a thing! Our ritual was to watch this together. We would gather with snacks and pile up in the brightly painted kitchen. I think, at that time, it was bright Orange. Like, BRIGHT ORANGE. When this scene played out I gasped and said YES TYRA!!!!

The whole tribe looked at me, aghast. I was confused. Why weren't they celebrating Tyra too!? She was RIGHT! She coddled that girl, groomed her, showed her favor! And the lil ingrate was pissing it away. I was vexed for Tyra! How DARE YOU WE WERE ROOTING FOR YOU. WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU.

Not one person felt the same. They all looked at ME sideways. I couldn't understand it. I instantly surmised it to be some ill fated, ingrained black woman loyalty. Like no matter how hard we fail, no matter how big we fuck up, never give up and go with the winner. Even if it means dragging your business or brand down.

Now, on the one hand, I could identify with that sentiment. I do this to myself, not being true to my Brand. My Brand is Dark Gnostic Authority. And I too often fall into the old familiar Christian sister syndrome. Old sister Christian, wanted everyone to win. And thought all were worthy of favor and grace.

The Dark Godis Bitch I Am knows better. Only the worthy may enter here. And for bw, whether we like it or not, it is a trial by Fire that we must endure for ascension. This is why the Dark Mother bestowed the Sacred Title of Deva Fiyah to me. As a God of Fire, title Official Uriel, we must be The Unburnt.

But not everyone is ready or capable of this Elemental Power. A True Witch, if she is good, practices the elements. We all begin in elementary (The Element), graduating to The Middle and then seeking to be The High.

My Tribe felt that Tyra should not have had a "melt down." Oh boy whenever a Black a Wombn expresses Passion and Authority count on someone to call it a "melt down." What I saw, was Tyra reach her Breaking Point. The Point of being "sick and tired of being sick and tired." The point of realizing that, once again, her LOVE was getting in the way of her business.

I watched her as in the following seasons, Tyra worked hard to curb her Love of Black Women so it didn't compromise her Business. She went against her partners for this girl. Had falling out behind the scenes with people she'd known in BUSINESS for years, defending this girl. It was a hard lesson. And one that I am applying to my own Work and Business.

The Ignorance of the Dark is a Curse, so I ensure that I make my Clients aware of the Costs. Black Wombn seem to do this. I do not have this problem with any other clients but my black female clients. This is exclusive to who we are, globally, and how we value ourselves.

If you walk away and break your contract you CURSE YOURSELF.

All magic comes with a price -Rumple, Once Upon a Time

And you were made aware of the costs.

I don't have to curse anyone, so I don't. Black women Like Being cursed. So they curse themselves via their CHOICES! You alone have the power to rescue you or condemn yourself to cussedness. No one does this for or against you suga.

Nothing on planet earth could or would stop me from my healing and my growth. Nothing. I mean, the Mentors and Teachers Rip me a new asshole at times! Because I've earned that by being stubborn and self sabotaging by going against the code and against myself.

I come back for more.

This is how I know bw don't truly value themselves. Nor do they value HEALING and freedom. Nothing on this f**king planet could have kept ME from it. Not words, not fear, nor nothing. That is the difference between Gods and Slaves. Which Witch are You?