The medical industrial complex insists on taking the wombs of bw. We do not have to let them. This is a cautionary tale. Here on the SHADOW side we do not snatch at leaves and branches.

We get to the ROOT cause of the issue. This video is highly informative for any and all women suffering with fibroids and more. You do NOT have to suffer in silence nor do you have to lose your womb. We can heal this and save your reproductive health and life.

Bw don’t lose because of racism. They lose both because they’re too lazy to win and because we’ve been beaten down and stripped of winner energy. The more I speak to bw the more I realize they do not actually know any real ww in real life.

Bw: Becky has help

The bw idea of Help: SOMEONE ELSE DOES IT FOR YOU!!

Here follow me. Bw think that Becky “help” means having a man to pay the bills for her.

Having a house keeper to clean for her
Having someone to cook for her

You get the drift? When you spend your LIVES consuming slave movies and shyt? This is to be expected. When you grow up HAVING TO HELP YOUR BLACK MOM because she FAILED to make sure she procured a worthy masculine before breeding? You become RESENTFUL.

Why:

A: everything was always your fault. Double and triple if you were the oldest sibling. It becomes increasingly difficult to be accountable for yourself; when you’ve always been the fucking scape goat. I had to check and challenge this shyt in me. Understand EVERYTHING was my fucking fault growing up. From my sisters coming to me BECAUSE our mother made ME the jr mom so she could “have a break.” To my fathers addiction. Every fucking thing was my fault. I even ruined her life by being conceived after she raw fucked a then married to her best friend, man.

Trust me. You get to a point where you cannot fucking hear how one more thing, even one more thing, is your fault. You become petulant, because for the first time in your life? You get to actually experience the child phase and throw a temper tantrum. Usually with and toward all the wrong folks. Because you lack the courage to cuss ya mammy out for the abuse.

Not me. I told mine about herself and healed that wound. When your mother or father abuses you? You grow up stunted. And you have to go get your power back from the abuser. That looked like me refusing to play small anymore and refusing to be the glue and the bridge for the family. When I walked the whole shyt fell apart. They realized how horrible and toxic they all are due to trauma, abuse and fuck shyt that the ADULTS wouldn’t heal so the kids never knew HOW TO HEAL.

WHAT MODEL did we have to show us? My parents were over grown petulant children. How else was I supposed to grow up. However

B: as I began to account for MYSELF, I found myself RAGINGLY ANGRY with my parents for their failures. I was learning shyt at 20 and then 30 that I should have learned at fucking 13!!!! I was rip shyt angry about everything.

C: you ask yourself is it worth it. Because you constantly received messages about your unworthiness. It came in phrases like “I’m not made of money” “money doesn’t grow on threes” “you’re not my only child” “ya daddy didn’t x, y, z” and other fuck shyt that bw as mothers do to their children. (If you didn’t live this? good for you stfu this isn’t for you.)

All of that leads to a lifetime of fucking horrible and stagnating choices. We choose to lose because we’ve been socialized, cultured and RAISED to be the biggest losers. Literally. And figuratively.

Aren’t you sick of that shyt sis? This new moon we are doing a ritual of releasing and manifestation. Won’t you join us? Begin your new life right? It’s time to return to softness and being able to RECEIVE again.

All that bs has hardened you. The hardness is the armor. Let’s come together and remove the armor and enter the chamber of healing:

The vagina produces a thick fluid known as copulin that has actual mind control effects on a male’s brain. If a man is exposed to a woman’s copulins, over time she will be able to:

1) Change, remove, or insert memories.

2) Tell the male what he sees, hears, feels, smells, tastes.

3) Insert subconscious thoughts that will surface as “his own ideas” or behavior later.

4) Plant trigger words or actions that can cause thoughts, actions, or sensations in the male at later dates (days, weeks, even months).

sisters out Yoni is powerful. If we had a proper sexual education? We would have always know how to use our power to make these men worship and honor us.

My final word re ami and Justin mcclures racism and the way bw and bwe are attacking bw for not sucking his dick about his comments.

We don’t forgive. No we do not. We don’t have to forgive racist wm. We don’t forgive Colorist enwords either. And if bwe cannot Accept that? If bwe now Stand for bw being the social justice warriors of yt men, in hopes that one will marry them? Well then I say it is time for that “movement” to die. And for bw to give it no energy. See quiet as kept, bw are coming to me to heal DISEASES they caught following the bwe “date a yt guy” method. The bwe “hypergamy” game has bw leading in std transmission. Then they turn around and blame bm.

But the TRUTH, the FACTS are that bw come to me needing help and healing from ALL MANNER OF DISEASES because they are following the foolishness of bwe and their mammy games. The real STOP IT™️ means Stop playing with your life by listening to any of the baby mama/manless/racist dick sucking women in that whole entire dumpster fire of a “movement.”

Oh include the “divest” mammies as well. All of em mammies for racists. But screaming mammy at any bw who won’t suck that racist nut down and call it manna from heaven.

Knock it off. We don’t forgive shyt and we don’t forgive you traitors either.

Final word.

i recently banned this woman from my page. She alwa comes around leaving me long drawn out emails about things that have nothing to do with me. Other healers and teachers have informed me that she is vampiritic and she goes from teacher to teacher trying to get free love, readings, classes or just loving concern until she drains the woman.

So I banned her ass.

Ladies I wanna vent something. It’s been on my mind for years. And I’ve never said it quite like this. But don’t you feel like bw over the age of 40 are a waste of space sometimes?

Yes. I said it. Listen since I began my work as a Priestess (I was in my 20’s!) I’ve been dealing with this. Women well into their 60’s wanting ME to mother them. And it’s trifling as hell to me. Because they both want me to mother them and want me to bow down to them because they are old and think age means wisdom.

You do not both suckle my Titty and behave as the mother! Excuse me? I’m a bit at the end of my patience win these older bw who failed to create the lives THEY WANTED... prevailing upon we younger bw. Or trying to get in our heads. Or we can’t trust the bytches because her “advice” and “counsel” is filled with her envy and ire that you have this possibility while her life has passed her by.

And I know somewhere some woman is going to say “ageism” but I don’t care. I was borne CRONE in a young woman’s frame. And I’m honestly sick of your dependence upon the Gregorian calendar, to justify your AGEISM AGAINST YOUNG WISE ONES!

I had a woman in her 60’s ask me “where was Angry Deva’s in the 1980’s!!! Shooo I could have used this then.”

Like that is so fucking disrespectful. Lady I was borne late 80’s. What the fuck were YOU DOING IN THE 1980’s that WE HAD TO WAIT FOR ME TO GROW UP AND CREATE THE NEW CULTURE among bw?

Angry DEVAS birthed:
Divestment
Dark Wisdom Proliferation
Anger as Power
Righteous Indignation awareness
Apathy to others
Empathy to self
Restoration after sex trauma
Restoration of rape victims
Sovereignty
Valuing Marriage again
Choosing a partner worthy of you
Creating a business
Savage marketing
And more!!!

I did that. Me alone. No one else can take that credit idgaf what the broad says. I ALONE DID THAT! While you older women sat on your asses, breeding worthless sons for the rest of us to contend with.

It just feels like such an imposition to have to raise our “mothers” as well as ourselves. And I just really needed to vent that. That fucking pressure. We don’t just gotta watch the men.

These older bw are also a problem. Notice it’s not teens through 30’s breeding these bastard children. It’s women OVER 30-40 breeding oow babies and keeping that dastardly number alive. Branding all of black womanhood as the broodsow of the world. While we work our asses off to live the best life.

Am I alone? Can any older women tend to this with us without me having to CHIN CHECK your fragile ass emotions and eternal inability to be self accountable?

First of all I swear this isn’t shade. And I have to say that because bw are emotional and always thinking someone is coming for them when they have to be corrected.

This is concerning to me. Because bw don’t understand stats and this clear lack of comprehension coupled with clear inability to understand math? Is concerning to me. Bw are hollering “divest” but still in blackistan it talking about it or talking about how bm ain’t shyt.

It doesn’t work that way sisters. The primary issue I have is with bw CLEARLY DEMONSTRATED INABILITY to understand mathematics. And I find this to also be a symptom of the failure of our community to instill a value for education. As well the failure of our government to provide quality education across the board to all citizens. It is a well known and documented fact that people who went to school in the inner city, have come away with a separate and unequal “education” than those who do not. I remember explaining to a white man, the concept of pemdas. He went to school in the inner city among black children. So he was never taught PEMDAS. Which is fucking basic. Inner city youth are purposely set up to fail and miseducated so they look dump, incompetent and incapable of basic elementary understanding. It is hideous and I don’t think anyone should be ashamed.

But this further cements to me why my mother insisted on raising us in Jamaica Plains instead of Roxbury or Dorchester or mattappan. It mattered. I came away with an excellent foundational education, because I did not attend inner city/urban/black schools. So before you come here to clown or bash? Keep this in mind and don’t make me cut you!

Now let’s get into the math:

Of the 29% of bm who marry? They marry bw 89% of the time. So you have to do the math.

First calculate how many bm in America there are. Then take 29% of their entire population and bam. Those are the men who get married. Only 29% of bm get married.

Of that small little 29% of bm who do get married they marry bw 89% of the time. The other 11% of that cohort, marry non bw.

Which leaves plenty of room for bw to have a 72-74% oow birth rate. Since 71% of bm DO NOT MARRY AT ALL!

The math adds up when you understand proper calculations.

I want to talk about PTSD. This isn’t easy for folks to discuss. So I wanted to warn you before you read. I don’t want anyone having an episode.

It took me about a year after the rape, to realize that I was emotionally dissociative and anxious. It had instantly become normal, and given the abusive childhood, it was also easy to fall into. We think we’ve healed, but you know for sure that you haven’t, once another event triggers that old pain. I’m not saying what you’re doing is worthless, I am saying that HEALING is a journey. A very long journey, and suppression or “getting past it” is NOT healing.

Well I did those things; this is before I truly understood healing as the multifaceted prism that it is. Once you know better, though, you do better. I thought crystals and reiki and smudging and Yoni eggs and salt baths were healing. Nope. Those things won’t reverse a curse nor address the way that the trauma has physically impacted your internal/vital organs. They are for AFTER you have done a complete reworking or your life, soul and your body.

After I recognized the PTSD related symptoms of mistrust and emotional detachment? I began speaking and talking about them. I also, in my research on ways to come back after rape, learned that these trauma wounds can be and are inherited. You as a woman can inherit the trauma wounds of your grandmother or great grandmother. Given the confession of this nation to the rape of our enslaved ancestors? Given the confession of this nation to the forced breeding of our Foremothers?

I began to understand why black women were reacting and responding to live the way they do.

I began to see that the 74% oow birth rate is a response a trauma response to that old inherited trauma. Where the sole value of your womanhood is your ability to breed black bodies. Where control of your sexuality, given the HISTORICAL INHERITED TRAUMA of your raped and forcefully bred Foremothers, and the willful choice to breed black regardless of fathers absence or presence, is connected.

And I had to think differently. Look it is easy to fall back to the old program. But we all need to think differently. I decided to begin with me.

Video pending.

Now more than ever, we need to discuss Dark Marriage and Interracial Marriage. Black women have a right to be cautious about dating and breeding with white men. Their innate racism might be acceptable to green card desperate Africans, but we black Americans needn’t stoop so low. Not ever. We have fallen far enough.

Make no mistakes, this is by design and with purpose.

Most women use their wombs to create a DREAM! BW create and breed nightmares. Bm don’t value the children sired with bw because bw breed sacrifices. Bw long ago eschewed any real womb power and authority. When they decided not to marry but to continue to gift womb space and legacies to inadequate men. So now, bm are connecting with non bw. Hoping to make the Magic or Mating and Creation of Legacies MANIFEST HIM ABUNDANCE NOTORIETY AND FAME.

BW wombs only give struggle. We no longer breed consciously....
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In my Mantra Guru monthly circle I discuss the RITUALISTIC WAYS other women use their wombs. And the reason bm are abandoning bw.
Bw do not use their wombs for power nor for the come up. Every other race of woman will and is ready to. But bw.

And we can get emotional but the truth is the truth. He Literally created/seeded/gathered a new culture in hip hop with cardi.

And they did the SEX MAGIC RITUAL NECESSARY TO CREATE THIS NEW ENERGY.

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I’m of the view that Ami knew that Justin was racist. But, as is typical of African born black women; she did not care because she sees herself as not the same as an American born black woman. They think they are superior to us (even though they hail from shitty broken nations and come to America to benefit from the sacrifices of our ancestors, ancestors THEY SOLD INTO SLAVERY, while shitting on us, the descendants of those who paved the way.)

African women do not like or respect black American women. They look down upon us and seek to use us. In my early days as a Priestess, the bulk of my troubles with fraudulent chargebacks, uncouth fux shyt, lies, blatant attempts to defraud me, myths about not being able to afford, African women who want me to redeem rapists so she can marry and breed him...

Allll of it stemmed from African born women or women whose mothers were born in Africa. That said, by the year 2016 I had decided to cut off and refuse to aid any African born woman. I just refused and as such? I’ve seen my business prosper and face far less drama and problems. When I asked the Spirits why?

They said you are not meant to cast your pearls to swine nor to help your enemy. I did not determine them as an enemy. They determined themselves as such and their deep seated hatred and envy of American born black women, landed us both here.

Recently, Kola Boof (an African born woman) was under fire for her anti black American woman stance and feelings. As well as then turning around and demanding that black American women support the Congolese woman that climbed the statue. Smh

We have to identify the difference between us. And I’m most likely the only black American woman brave enough to call this shyt what it is. ​They hate you. They support white people against you. They treat you just like every other immigrant does. We are viewed as stupid and lazy by these people who apparently couldn’t cut it in THEIR NATIONS and had to come to our own. They truly are jealous and driven by a selfishness and entitlement I’ve never even seen on BECKY!

Ami, represents the African woman who needs a green card and will marry a racist white man to get one. Even breed for him. Likely she hates herself and this is why she couldn’t wait to breed a racist.

She will defend her husband. Because, she like all of Africa, long ago made a contract with white supremacy. They will always bow to it and always seek mates that keep that contract alive. And the contract details require them to continue to distance themselves from we Americans aka “akata” while enjoying every privilege and right we died to acquire.

Please understand, Justin will get a pass becauE he is a white Man and was talking about American born black Women. And please understand, African born women will not bold him accountable. No they will tell you that you owe them unity and loyalty when they climb their behinds up the Statue of Liberty.......

but you bet not demand reciprocity. I love sisterhood, but I recognize that black sisterhood is dead. And what we must instead do, is find our tribe. We are tribal people and we need to respect that.


We discuss this and more in my Is Marriage for White People Book Study.

Is interracial Marriage for Black Women? Many bw in interracial marriages have husbands who hold negative views of what they observe and perceive of as black culture. What sorts of things am I talking about?


The massively marketed criminality of bm from youth to near old age. (If they make it that far...)
The sheer volume of bm incarcerated nation wide.
The destruction of black communities by bm
The destruction of the nuclear family unit by bm and their reckless sexual and breeding choices and behavioral patterns.
The FACT that 92% of all children they bear to non-bw are bastard and fatherless
The FACT that 74% of all children they bear to bw are bastard and fatherless
The volume of children sired (cannot say fathered.) by bm on government assistance
The way black children are allowed to destroy public property aka schools




And they judge them negatively. And from what I’ve seen on the blogosphere? YOU ALL AGREE WITH THEM!


What is and is not, then, racism and self hatred? At what point does introspection and accountability take precedent over emotional reactionism?


We discuss this and more in the Book Study!

I recently saw a post floating around about the father of the McClure Twins. If you don’t know the drama, google it. I want no parts of the drama. I do, however, want to share something that this inspired in me. Reading their response and having my own reactions, I found myself somewhere in the middle. Which lead me to the following (and has nothing to do with Justin and his commentary)

Every yt male thinks negatively of bm WHO UNDERPERFORM MANHOOD! They look down on All men who underperform manhood. They look down on THEMSELVES for underperforming manhood. See we have this horrible habit of calling every admonishment of the arrested development of bm, as “racism” or “white supremacy.”

I learned early on that all of them are “racist” and also there is a way to practice what is called “right racism.” And I decided then and there to do so myself. 🤷🏽‍♀️

This is the point at which we separate the girls from the women. The emotional dotards from the thinkers!!! Because to ME, my own racism Looks like BLACK WOMEN FIRST! And I truly do not give a fuck who don’t like that. I’ve been called a bm hater, a self hater and more for Daring to be black woman centered. As a BLACK WOMAN MYSELF. 🙄

Why is it that WOMEN are more often made to mule instead of MUSE in a “black love™️” relationship? Why is it “racist” for wm to recognize and speak on that? How can bw “vet” wm for racism? What are we even calling “racism” anymore? If “racism” is the belief in ones own supremacy, and they are making families with bw?

We will discuss this and more in the book study:

It is time for us to study this. And it is important to hear from a woman who has ACTUALLY been married, about marriage. I find it irresponsible and selfish of NEVER MARRIED single mothers (aka baby mamas) to lead this study. I was raised not to speak about that which I do not know.... and have not loved to experience. So I teach not only what I’ve learned but what I LIVE! This is the difference.

I want to share the lessons I’ve learned. And detail the difference between choosing to birth a fatherless child and that embittering you.... vs making Sovereign decisions all your life and comin out on top. I want childfree women to not feel pressured or less than. We have more power than you think, and we have a higher value than you know. It is time to hold yourself in the high esteem you are worthy of. You’ve made the smart choices, now let’s continue the cycle with study and research!

The book study is my FREE GIFT to you all. You need only sign up for the mailing list to gain access. Some sisters and I have been discussing this book at length and I think bw need to study this. And it should NOT BE BEHIND A PAY WALL!

Not when the destruction of bw is out in the public for all to see. Bwe has, famously, told you to marry a YT guy. Wear pink. Take the pink pill the blue pill the this and that pill.

I don’t ask any of this from you. I only ask that you introspect and think critically. I ask that you research and study. I ask that you exercise self preservation! And wisdom! Let us begin together. I’ve collaborated with some DYNAMIC sisters who are coming to speak to you as well, about marriage. I will also be sharing the lessons I’ve learned as a married woman. Married to a wm!

You do not want to miss this. 😘🧜🏾‍♀️🧜🏾‍♀️