The Angry Deva's Blog
Veneration of the Dark Godis is Veneration of the Whole Wombn. Our Power is in Darkness, but first wo-men have to leave our patriarchal conditioning behind - leave the father's house and his rules! Embrace the Way of the Womb!
Black women are bitter
This is the dominant narrative, the predominant picture and description afforded to black women. Of all women on the planet, our rage, our hate, our disgust, our outrage is the most feared, policed, dismissed, of all women on the planet. When we are OUTRAGED, you can bet your bottom dollar there will be someone out there defining it. Your outrage, enrage, anger, pain, lived-experiences themselves are already named, judged, dismissed and ignored. Both by society at large:
It is nearly impossible to approach black women about things that upset you. Double it if what you find to be troublesome, is something SHE is engaged in as a lifestyle. She will defend, to the death, her right to continue on as she is. She will, frankly, name the ways that her choices have manifested ill in her life. She will also, viciously, defend her right to carry on at the expense of women and girls.
One thing I have experienced in the last year is this concept of the "ma-sun" being preached by black women. I witnessed a comment a few months back on a video featuring Busta Rhymes, where he went to africa, hugged a black woman and kissed her, he shed a tear and said its good to be home. He shared some pretty heartfelt, deep seeming, expressions. The kinds of things that black women with sons crave to hear, or even black women who have been abused or maligned by black men. Suddenly, the women were shouting, praising the Great Mother and calling him a "Ma-Sun returned home."
No one should be shocked to learn it disgusted me, and that I spoke on it. I found those women to be foolish, this man can make millions of dollars selling black women's image to the world for his profit, kiss one black womans face and suddenly he is redeemed? This is all it takes for the horrors that men have subjected women to, to be absolved? A black man need merely be videotaped speaking 6 kind words about one black woman to absolve his lifetime of disrespect, for his profiting from rap(e) culture, for sport-fuckin-thru-women, female degradation for male empowerment/culture/rap and more.
All women are psychic.
But not all women are DOING the work! Often times, those with the greatest passion, also are warring great battles. We see this, we judge it (jealousy, bitterness, anger, immaturity, just to name a few) and package it away. In our lives, in the lives of one another, we have to be so careful! Everyone you see is fighting a great battle. Even you, yourself, are fighting a great battle; we wake up daily at war with forces/people/situations/doubts/fears/health-issues.
In my life? It was fear of what other people, other black women, might say about me. This fear of the judgment of others impedes our growth. Learning to embrace our darkness? Owning all those spaces that others have judged in you?
This is the key to healing and the reason i began the Priestess of In-Formation 1 on 1 Mentoring sessions. Womens expression are policed, and then women are judged by the words they say or dont say. In a global culture of religious supremacy, no one is practicing what they preach. Why are women being judged or condemned here in America, if there is No Condemnation Or Jusgment of others permitted in the "christian faith" that allegedly "gave birth" to this nation?
Why must women "behave" well for the faux "promised land" of a cease fire of male sexual terrorism? Why must women "love men" when men, as a cohort, express global hatred for women and girls? In my Priestess of In-Formation Mentoring Sessions, we discuss these things. As well we explore:
The reason i do this? Is because women are still, for all our alleged freedoms of speech and movement, under attack! Our expressions are attacked, our right to express ourselves, the articulation of our thoughts and more. I have recently been subject to heinous attacks by mothers of sons. Why?
Their ultimate goal is to be god through their son. Due to an ill fated believe that they are nothing without him. And this ill fated belief, this antiquated mythos, has permeated our culture. So now these men feel entitled to our girls, and their mothers are always right there, explaining their right to do so. Their sons are god and in control of all things. Including the cattle excuse me, the women.
Something we all need to be aware of:
The bearer of the Womb is the Sun of mama or the Ma-Sun.
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Writing is my Joy and Pleasure. I've been writing creative pieces, analytic pieces and empirical pieces since I learned how! I use my pen and prose to expose people to things they either don't know or never thought of. I am political, analytic, critical all things that Virgo/Gemini is. The Logos is the Eros to me. <3