The Angry Deva's Blog
Veneration of the Dark Godis is Veneration of the Whole Wombn. Our Power is in Darkness, but first wo-men have to leave our patriarchal conditioning behind - leave the father's house and his rules! Embrace the Way of the Womb!
Ut Oh, she's Blogging again! Hide yo kids! Hide yo WIFE!
I have said it before... and I stand by it regardless:
MOTHERS OF SONS are the enemy of women's (individual and collective) growth and development. Because the investment is always going to be in maintaining what we know. The thing I am learning, though, is that this is how it was intended to be. Because some of us just don't WANT to be mothers. Some of us see it as a TRAP.
But the DOMINANT narrative, the privileged voice, is that of the mother. Double it if she has a son.
Forever, the daughter is tortured, questioned, expected to conform, to pretend that the truth isn't what it is. Her attempts to unpack the patriarchy will FOREVER BE UPENDED by the mothers of male children. She will be shouted at by females, quoted dickist-theories written by dickist males, and what recourse does she have? In a global system that has blotted out the female voice and presence from every science, every field of study, every single field of operation PERIOD for hundreds of years... WHAT pray tell, does the Daughter Have in her arsenal against a patriarchal faux matriarchy that attempts to en-culture her to uphold the status quo?
Your guess is as good as mine. Black women HATE feminism and believe its existence to be a threat to their men and sons... so What Language, what Recourse, What TRUTH does she have but her own?
Which has already been invalidated if she:
Moreover, if every single woman who reads the blog, or listens to the show (I'm personalizing this here on purpose) fails to question HER OWN SELF and own her own emotional baggage, how can the conversation ever really come into being a productive one? How do we get to the TRUTH that man ain't shyt and the Masculine and Feminine Gynergies are what we need be striving to attain, when we cannot identify the bullshit we do that impedes that growth? That swell?
It isn't only men who seek to snatch a Wombn's wings from her, before she can get them. I find that mothers of male children also do this. Their behavior is to remain unchecked, or else "burn the witch who dares to identify the inherent problems in our practices." Its "you cannot speak about motherhood if you aren't a mother" instead of "i don't want to hear your thoughts on motherhood because you aren't a mother." Cannot have that, it would require that folks be responsible for their own projections.
Get used to me... Imma be here a while. I am unpacking this shyt whether you like it or not. You always have the OPTION to not fukkn read or listen to the show... ya know? No one is MAKING YOU listen. Where are all the bytches CALLING OUT these conscious coon niggas? get off my tits. WHERE IS THE OUTRAGE over NOBLE saying raping black women is REVOLUTIONARY? fuk all you heaux
So when I say, to we sovereign daughters, YOU HAVE TO FIGHT and you cannot EVER view a mother of a son as your friend and ally? When I say that the PATRIARCHY (which really means women who want men to exist and be in power) wants to turn us all into their CATTLE, this is exactly what I am talking about.
YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH (daughter) SO THAT MOTHER CAN CONTINUE HER FUKKRY unchecked. And it manifests in many different ways, all the time. I expect it, I do not say this shyt JUST to sound nice. MY LIVED EXPERIENCE has showed me that the women who have SONS are your ENEMY when you are a girl child. They will attack you, defame you, lie, slander, libel, justify their sons actions and more.
The Angry Deva has done extensive work in this Arena. Both on the Blog, on the Show and ALL MY LIFE
Something Maya Angelou's Death helped reveal to me: Maya needed to be taught how to communicate after having been raped. I am observing, in myself, this very same need being developed. I am a very BLESSED MESS, and I own it! Unlike most women who parrot regurgitated jizzm, I own my Mess! Now, I ceased writing at all after having been raped a few years ago. I couldn't do it, it literally hurt me to write, to communicate. I am, right now, reteaching myself how to communicate with others. But, clearly, as is evidenced, MOTHERS are interested in RAISING daughters to be the help while LOVING HER SONS. Because not one ounce of compassion, or consideration, has been extended to me.
I did a Show on "The Mother Wound"
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Writing is my Joy and Pleasure. I've been writing creative pieces, analytic pieces and empirical pieces since I learned how! I use my pen and prose to expose people to things they either don't know or never thought of. I am political, analytic, critical all things that Virgo/Gemini is. The Logos is the Eros to me. <3