Deva, You must Know Yourself to Grow Yourself

A memory just came back to me... my gosh as if I were right there re-living it.

The year was 2010, we had just left court. I was drained so bad I almost passed out, I was just learning how to really get good at shielding a large group of people with JUST my own energy to protect and cover them. which I did that day, for mama, my sister and our lawyer. The day my sisters baby daddy took HER to court for child support.... on their then 2 year old, that he had never seen... cus his ass ran off to jail while her mama was 5 months pregnant.

I remember being angry with my sister for not heeding my warning. The damn Prophet is NEVER received at home, and that makes life unnecessarily HARD for the family. hard heads and jealousy that YOU aren't The One. 

Anyway, we won, of course. I consulted with the Demons of the Court House, sent my Legions out ahead of me to make that contact. I remember falling into the car and just crying. I sobbed, I wailed I didn't even mean to or want to. It was just all that energy needing to get OUT some kinda way, and it needed it faster than I could get home and ritual it out. My sister hugged me and said: "Cree its over" and I remember looking at her and saying, "its over for me, but your journey just begun sis."

I had a vision, in all that weeping, that this was the last act I would perform for my family. That they would be on their own after that, because the Spirits around me had Other and more Important work for me to do. I wept bitterly, for the energy, for the departure to come, for how ugly it would all be before it ended. I spent the 3 weeks after that day, professing my love for my sisters. I gave them gifts that were enchanted to protect them, to strengthen them, to lend them a lil of my Love when I couldn't be there.

And then.... tragically, painfully, reluctantly, I walked away from my family. It was the hardest order I ever had to follow, but it made complete sense.

The Prophet is Never received at home.

I know why they sent this back to me... and I am thankful. Life lessons. TRUST your Vision, even when you do not like what you see. Your eye will not LIE to you baby.

Finding our Path is challenging, without a lil help along the way.

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