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Veneration of the Dark Godis is Veneration of the Whole Wombn. Our Power is in Darkness, but first wo-men have to leave our patriarchal conditioning behind - leave the father's house and his rules! Embrace the Way of the Womb!
For many years I wondered about the real reason why earliest patriarchs had created a world that was built on the demonization of women. I was like a dog sniffing for a bone – I just couldn’t let it go. Why would one half of Earth’s population, I kept asking myself, invest so much time, energy, and money trying to exclude and destroy the other? I didn’t buy the line that women were disempowered because they were different, or an easy target - the gentler sex after all. No, there had to be a much deeper reason why patriarchy would go to such extraordinary lengths to render womankind invisible – if someone is powerless, how can they be a threat? I had my suspicions, but they were too left-field to entertain - but entertain them I did. No sooner had I found the courage to open to the unthinkable, than a new, illuminating presence appeared. One night as I journeyed to spirit, an unspeakably beautiful female ancestor named “Coral” introduced herself and told me that she was going to give me all the answers I hungered for. “Charly”, she said, “You are absolutely right. There has been a cover-up - your conclusions are bang on. Mankind has been mixing things and deliberately sitting on the truth of what women truly are.” “Is it to do with women’s power of parthenogenesis?” I asked. “Exactly that”, answered Coral. “I thought as much”, I added with a sigh. After many days and nights spent with Coral in spirit, the truth is out. It’s a tough pill to swallow – truth all too often comes wrapped that way.
It seems that it isn’t womankind’s lack of power that has got mankind trying to annihilate her, but her gift of it. The old, terror-based, twisted patriarchs who run the Vatican, for example, long ago sealed the door tightly shut on the truth about women being able to reproduce on their own. They’ve kept the secret hidden since their inception by teaching everyone that women are not only inferior, but the cause of humanity's every ill, (Pandora’s Box – more on that later). Christianity blaming women for “original sin” is another way of making the sacred feminine deeply unattractive to dabble with: women who hold a lot of shame are less likely to think themselves worthy enough to start clawing back stolen power and soul. And keeping women out of all positions of power within the church is another obvious way of making sure that women remain too spiritually crippled to even begin “remembering” the magical powers of reproduction that they once knew about. Ever wondered why the Vatican considers the ordination of women within the church as equal in sin to paedophilia within the church? A “demonization of women” technique designed to make damn sure that no one ever discovers that women don’t need men to reproduce.
There are clues to women’s gift of being able to reproduce “the old way”. The ancient tradition, for example, of the vestal virgins is one of them. In the pre-patriarchal world, women would come together under the guidance of a high priestess and learn how to bring new life into the world through parthenogenesis. The colour associated with vestal virgins was white – it symbolized the purity and heightened frequency needed to conceive this way. What was ancient tradition became “myth”: patriarchs made sure that this knowledge was suppressed – it was deliberately steeped in myth and vagueness to stop anyone picking up the scent.
Patriarchal religious efforts to stop the world knowing about women’s inherent gift of parthenogenesis have their parallels in the wider world: the workplace – another manifestation and creation of patriarchy – has subtle measures in place to disempower any woman who dares to enter it. It’s all part of mankind’s conscious erosion of the feminine spirit: with womankind’s power and soul stolen, they are far less likely to start asking awkward questions.
Most ancient cultures knew that women could reproduce “the old way”. Ancient patriarchs who built the world of separation - them and us, rich and poor - also knew about it and, in order to assert their power and dominion over everything, destroyed all knowledge of it. The great library at Alexandria, for example, was burnt to the ground by early Christians because it contained recorded texts of the secret history of women’s gift of parthenogenesis. The burning of this great library, it must be remembered, coincided with the rise of Christianity. As the worship of a male-centred God rose to power, Goddess was beaten down in equal measure. Early Christianity’s unrelenting destruction and dismantling of paganism and the worship of Goddess, (it still continues today), was patriarchy’s answer to rendering womankind “amnesiac”. If women themselves had no knowledge of their magical power to procreate, they would see men as necessary and as co-producers, sexually speaking.
Only the patriarchs who built this world of illusion know the truth, though: the average man on the street has been domesticated into believing that women are powerless. To the few hundred embittered and insecure males who control everything, women - contrary to the myth they got started - are not powerless at all, but all powerful. The few hundred males who run the planet are only too aware that women are the secret power behind everything. They know about “the old ways” in which women could “dream in” a new-born. They keep the ancient knowledge deeply hidden and distract the world from the truth through false myth and disinformation. Pandora’s Box does not contain “all of mankind’s ills”, as they would have you believe. Pandora’s Box is a metaphor for the potent magic held within a woman’s womb - the magic that contains both egg and seed to create a new life. Pandora’s Box is the holy grail of reproductive power – it represents the essence of what it means to be female. It represents the power within every woman to become union consciousness itself, and be a channel through which a being of the highest order can enter.
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Writing is my Joy and Pleasure. I've been writing creative pieces, analytic pieces and empirical pieces since I learned how! I use my pen and prose to expose people to things they either don't know or never thought of. I am political, analytic, critical all things that Virgo/Gemini is. The Logos is the Eros to me. <3