The Angry Deva's Blog
Veneration of the Dark Godis is Veneration of the Whole Wombn. Our Power is in Darkness, but first wo-men have to leave our patriarchal conditioning behind - leave the father's house and his rules! Embrace the Way of the Womb!
you know what is funny to me?
the free shyt black folks feel entitled to from you. free encouragement free everything. free village too and that we don't have a village for the heram of baby mamas bm aid in creating means WE are wrong.
i don't know when the fuck sisterhood meant you stand in the gap while i make stupid ass choices. but i grew up with sisters. 5 to be exact. and my sisters ALL KNEW:
don't do dumb shyt in front of me. ya gonna hear my fuckin mouth about it. they would pay my FRIENDS to keep quiet even. cuz if I KNEW ABOUT IT? that was a WRAP. not that they could hide SHYT from their Seer Big sister.
I knew the day folks lost virginities, i knew which ones would get bit by the penis bug. you know the penis bug "baby i love u, imma be thre for u" till ur all stretch out and fuckin tired after birthing his ol wata head babies. then he after the next thing in a skirt.
and i gave it to them raw too. when my lil sister popped up PREGNANT by a no account nigga 6 weeks out of high school, i took her ass to task too! i told her SHE MADE THIS DECISION as she cried about how she didn't have a choice. UNLESS HE RAPED U YOU HAD A FUCKIN CHOICE there is no excuse for what you have ALLOWED to happen to your life.
and i LOVE my niece. but i told her mama this
WHO DA FUK IS U? u ain't none of my blood or family. WHY do you feel ENTITLED to my complicit head nods as you fuck your way into obscurity TAKING MY IMAGE WITH YOU. like you don't know that we are ALL judged as a monolith.
no you are NOT my damn sister. i kicked my own to the curb after she LET that sorry piece of dick ruin her life. YES I DID. not before BUYIN PAMPERS, WATCHING BABIES, PAYING FOR MILK AND FURNITURE AND CLOTHES AND LAWYER FEES.
after all that it STILL wasnt enough or APPRECIATED. because BABY MAMA WOMEN don't appreciate SHYT. they feel ENTITLED to what you have to offer. "i sport fucked my life into nothingness, help me" is how they feel. and you should help.. you have no children, you just took a trip to the bahamas u mean u don't got money? you just got a loan for your business what u mean you don't got money.
THIS is the shit we gotta fuckin contend with in dealing with these black female baby mama brigade celebratory resource parasites presently being modeled as the epitome of black womanhood.
I ALWAYS WANTED BETTER FOR ME. while my friends were sport fuckin and having ORGASMIC BLISS i was in the fuckin library developing BUSINESS PLANS that i am PUTTING INTO PLACE TODAY while the baby mama brigade sits with hands outstretched talkin some "help me"
This is why I have no patience with it. IF A SACRIFICE HAD TO BE MADE i rather SACRIFICE so called sexual pleasure (most of you are LYIN u ain't enjoyin dat dack.... nu uh its jus the only one available) than SACRIFICE MY VERY FUTURE because of it.
miss me with the bullshit about sisterhood. when you were on ya back GETTING SCREWED you weren't worried about no SISTAHOOD. don't come to me NOW that you been SCREWED OVER, lookin for it.
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Writing is my Joy and Pleasure. I've been writing creative pieces, analytic pieces and empirical pieces since I learned how! I use my pen and prose to expose people to things they either don't know or never thought of. I am political, analytic, critical all things that Virgo/Gemini is. The Logos is the Eros to me. <3