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Veneration of the Dark Godis is Veneration of the Whole Wombn. Our Power is in Darkness, but first wo-men have to leave our patriarchal conditioning behind - leave the father's house and his rules! Embrace the Way of the Womb!
Ut Oh, she's Blogging again! Hide yo kids! Hide yo WIFE! I have said it before... and I stand by it regardless: MOTHERS OF SONS are the enemy of women's (individual and collective) growth and development. Because the investment is always going to be in maintaining what we know. The thing I am learning, though, is that this is how it was intended to be. Because some of us just don't WANT to be mothers. Some of us see it as a TRAP. But the DOMINANT narrative, the privileged voice, is that of the mother. Double it if she has a son. Forever, the daughter is tortured, questioned, expected to conform, to pretend that the truth isn't what it is. Her attempts to unpack the patriarchy will FOREVER BE UPENDED by the mothers of male children. She will be shouted at by females, quoted dickist-theories written by dickist males, and what recourse does she have? In a global system that has blotted out the female voice and presence from every science, every field of study, every single field of operation PERIOD for hundreds of years... WHAT pray tell, does the Daughter Have in her arsenal against a patriarchal faux matriarchy that attempts to en-culture her to uphold the status quo? Your guess is as good as mine. Black women HATE feminism and believe its existence to be a threat to their men and sons... so What Language, what Recourse, What TRUTH does she have but her own? Which has already been invalidated if she:
Moreover, if every single woman who reads the blog, or listens to the show (I'm personalizing this here on purpose) fails to question HER OWN SELF and own her own emotional baggage, how can the conversation ever really come into being a productive one? How do we get to the TRUTH that man ain't shyt and the Masculine and Feminine Gynergies are what we need be striving to attain, when we cannot identify the bullshit we do that impedes that growth? That swell? It isn't only men who seek to snatch a Wombn's wings from her, before she can get them. I find that mothers of male children also do this. Their behavior is to remain unchecked, or else "burn the witch who dares to identify the inherent problems in our practices." Its "you cannot speak about motherhood if you aren't a mother" instead of "i don't want to hear your thoughts on motherhood because you aren't a mother." Cannot have that, it would require that folks be responsible for their own projections. Get used to me... Imma be here a while. I am unpacking this shyt whether you like it or not. You always have the OPTION to not fukkn read or listen to the show... ya know? No one is MAKING YOU listen. Where are all the bytches CALLING OUT these conscious coon niggas? get off my tits. WHERE IS THE OUTRAGE over NOBLE saying raping black women is REVOLUTIONARY? fuk all you heaux So when I say, to we sovereign daughters, YOU HAVE TO FIGHT and you cannot EVER view a mother of a son as your friend and ally? When I say that the PATRIARCHY (which really means women who want men to exist and be in power) wants to turn us all into their CATTLE, this is exactly what I am talking about. YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH (daughter) SO THAT MOTHER CAN CONTINUE HER FUKKRY unchecked. And it manifests in many different ways, all the time. I expect it, I do not say this shyt JUST to sound nice. MY LIVED EXPERIENCE has showed me that the women who have SONS are your ENEMY when you are a girl child. They will attack you, defame you, lie, slander, libel, justify their sons actions and more. The Angry Deva has done extensive work in this Arena. Both on the Blog, on the Show and ALL MY LIFESomething Maya Angelou's Death helped reveal to me: Maya needed to be taught how to communicate after having been raped. I am observing, in myself, this very same need being developed. I am a very BLESSED MESS, and I own it! Unlike most women who parrot regurgitated jizzm, I own my Mess! Now, I ceased writing at all after having been raped a few years ago. I couldn't do it, it literally hurt me to write, to communicate. I am, right now, reteaching myself how to communicate with others. But, clearly, as is evidenced, MOTHERS are interested in RAISING daughters to be the help while LOVING HER SONS. Because not one ounce of compassion, or consideration, has been extended to me. I did a Show on "The Mother Wound" |
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I do not require that you agree with me.
So I will fight your ass, requiring that I agree with you!
However? When we are wrong? We are SWIFT to correct it! And that is your problem, you arent, I Am! Thus there is conflict!
I think that an inability to be ACCOUNTABLE is fukkry and foolishness! This is what stunts growth! The inability to mine pearls in raw truth; wanting to be treated as privileged puppies vs Acting as Sovereign Gods!!! This is our COLLECTIVE issue as women. Cross race, creed, ocean, time.
We women have VAST POWER! We are POWER PERSONIFIED! Yet we seek, only, to be cattle. We want to be Patriarchal Cattle and slaves. We encourage this for our daughters as a way of life. As the best way to raise children and more. We privilege young males malice and malovelence toward other people they see as weaker with "boys will be boys." We teach girls to shrink and cover, we tell them that the sheer weakness of men and boys is the fault of their vaginas and ass and boobs.
Women continue to breed this weak, useless species, and make the rest of us now under the great weight of their mal development.
"This undeveloped, degenerated female is sterile, barren, and unproductive. It cannot create itself, nor procreate itself. It must depend for its existence and perpetuation upon the fertile, functional female that unfortunately produced it. When she rises out of her present degeneracy and regains her lost power to reproduce herself absolutely instead of relatively, she will then give birth to no more degenerate, sterile, barren, unproductive offspring, and the degenerated, deformed organism that we call male will disappear."
The Great Red Dragon by Professor Hilton Hotema
Western Womens disgusting need for privilege is the very thing in the way of our ability to "save" the world. We have the greatest power! We have not fought to keep what our MOTHERS BLOOD has won us. We are the very worst force to send into battle in this war. The fragmentations in our Loyalty to self are too great. Too vast!
Womens brains have been surgically altered via heterosexuality! This brain damage is caused by S3 nerve trauma; via the blunt force injury to the pelvic nerve. We have begun calling this a sexuality! This brain injury, this penile blunt force trauma based brain injury is a "sexuality" for us.
It appears that there is an anatomical reason why coition, apparently natural for lower animals, was not originally intended to be so for man. This reason is that woman appears as the only female animal with a membrane closing the vaginal orifice.
The reason for the presence of the hymen in the human female has not been satisfactorily explained by scientist, who usually have little to say about it, as about all other things of which they are ignorant. One biologist says:
“Why should cosmic intelligence seal woman’s sexual organ with this membrane, the rupture of which by forced entrance of the male organ is a painful experience, if it were intended that women should engage in copulation for the purpose of propagation?
“In the case of all other animals, the greatest inducement is provided for them to copulate and thus multiply. Why then should this obstructing membrane be placed at the entrance of woman’s generative organs?
“There is only one scientific answer to these questions: Woman, as differentiated from other female animals, was never intended to engage in copulation for propagation or for any other purpose, but was intended to generate in a manner different from that of other animals.”
Prof.
Hilton Hotema - Great Red Dragon
How can we Western women ever be the ones to change this; when we are still fighting for the "right" to mentally alter ourselves as a "sexuality."
For we who have already been fucked (raped) and been fucking (brain damaged unaware person being raped in a "consensual" exchange) it is too late.
But what, pray tell, about our daughters? Do we REALLY want to work the spells on their minds that this shyt is NATURAL?
Is that Really what we want to do for our Girls!? Continue to bespell them via Disney and "one day boys will look good to you" spell work? To hand her over to mal-developed beasts of patriarchy? To have her brain surgically altered via his scalpel aka phallus. Are we going to ignore that the Brain in Women recognizes no difference, at all, between rape sex and sex rape? That the penile thrusting is causing women to be injured in their wombs, yoni's, and brains as well as our hearts?
What about our daughters?
Author: Nicole Lanning, founder of Healing Art Forms, an online distant healing center. Clearing negative energy patterns - causes, symptoms and damage from your energy fields can help your energy flow increase, feel better and release all of these problems into positive healing light.
Negative energy patterns are in essence a vibrational pattern of negative energy. But how do you get them within your energy fields? What do they do once they are there? What does this mean on an energetic level? Let me explain a bit more about them for negative energy patterns their causes, symptoms and damage within this healing blog posting.
Negative energy patterns can come from a variety of sources from your own energy fields developing them as well as them connecting in through different openings within your energy fields. When they are within your own energy fields and have been created there, these can come from your subconscious when in a negative state of mind over long periods of time can start to shift the positive energy flow of patterns into negative energy flow. These can also develop from damaged energy patterns caused by trauma, illness, injury, abuse, accidents, etc. From outside sources other than your own energetic signature and makeup these can come in through openings within your energy fields that are not protected or filtered for the energy flow. Some examples of these are ones such as your past life portals, relationship connections, energy leakage points, energy tears/holes, entity attachments, and so on. There are a variety of sources from which negative energy patterns can be within your energy fields. However, when you locate ones in a specific area of your energy patterns this is when you can start to find out how this came to be, why, how long it has been there and so on based on where this is attached to and the imprinted information within the pattern itself.
Negative energy patterns can also cause a variety of symptoms on the physical level. The main one that people experience is an over abundance of negative energy. Depending on where the negative energy patterns are, how many are there and how they are connected in to the area can also define more symptoms. For example, if you have an over abundance of negative energy patterns within your emotional grid plane you may have tendency to be quick to anger, have a negative outloook on things, depressed, frustrated, etc. Now some of these symptoms are general in nature yes, as I am not referring to just having a bad or off day, but rather symptoms that are ongoing and persistant within the areas. Another example if you have a lot of them within your past life portals or karma levels you may be dealing with what seems like constant bad luck in your life. It is all about where they are and what damage they can cause for these areas.
Onto the damage aspect of the negative energy patterns. If the negative energy pattern is in tact with no rips, tears, leakage points and no damaged connections than this will simply lower the vibrational levels for the area(s) that it is connected in to. However, let's say for example there is a leakage point within the pattern, not only will the negative energy lower the vibrational level for this area, but it will also be leaking negative energy into a positive energy flow pattern which can cause stagnant pooling spots, can deteriorate the flow pattern here or cause a vibrational level backup in the area. If left unattended this can can even more ruptures to connections and more leaks and tears within the positive flowing energy here, and possibly worst can turn a positive flowing energy pattern into a completely negative one.
This is why it is so important to not only keep your own energy patterns checked, cleared and at a high vibranting state, but also make sure you have energy protection around you and your open connections or a high vibrational filter in place to allow the positive energy flowing in and keeping the negative energy at bay. It is not just about your energy fields, but also the connections that we have with others! If you are dealing with negative energy pattern problems or symptoms and would like to talk more about it, please inbox for help! And for guidance to people who can aid in healing.
Not strong but abusive
The brothers of today
Not assertive but intrusive
Are the majority I must say
But y’all think its cool
Makin’ comments on girlfriends fatty
She hear it all tha time but mostly from her daddy
But you don’t care what she been through
Brotha’s, the strength of our nation
The reason we are not
No more need for daddy
Since mommy plays both parts
Brotha my brotha cant you see
Everything you should be to me like
The love of my life
The king of my heart
My source of inspiration
Everything that you’re not
The king of our castle
The one who wipes the tears
The one holdin’ me tight
And easin’ my fears
But you’re not
Try bein’ confident in your beauty
Not in your length
And oh dominance is your duty
But you abuse your strength
You should be
An unconditional lover
Of God and family
A mighty prayin’ brotha
Pullin’ down strongholds with me
Can you be?
My morning song
The stars in my night sky
Can you stay true to me?
Together we could try
To be the best we can
But first honey be a man
It ain’t jus about tha bling
Brotha, can you be a King?
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I wrote this, at the Inspiration of the Crone Muse, Dr. Maya Angelou. I am sharing it here, after keeping it locked up for so many many years. This was written back in 2006. At the close of many relationships for me. One in particular, my marriage relationship.
I squeeze my eyes shut
In an effort to suppress the tears
That just will not stop flowin
Questioning myself
Who am I?
What am I doing?
Most importantly how did I get here?
Despite my greatest attempts
To open up my heart
To be smart,
but to be open
To you, as a man,
my man,
my everything
Here we are
And here I stand
Empty hand-dead,
I look down for my rings
Returned to you as a symbol
Of our love and what it takes to
Bear you in love...
To wear you in love
To share you in love
In love... not anymore
And my heart is sore
No it's aching
Bleeding and shaking
Inside of me
It hides from even me
Trusted as its keeper
For
I bore the torch
Yet, past,
it passed
To you,
to be true
to come thru
my Dark Knights
that one sight
doesn't end
just a friend?
So it began
yet here I stand
empty hand-dead,
I look down for my rings
Returned to you as a symbol
Of our love and what it takes
To bear you in love...
To wear you in love
To share you in love
In love... no more.
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Writing is my Joy and Pleasure. I've been writing creative pieces, analytic pieces and empirical pieces since I learned how! I use my pen and prose to expose people to things they either don't know or never thought of. I am political, analytic, critical all things that Virgo/Gemini is. The Logos is the Eros to me. <3
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